You Are Me & I Am You

CHAPTER 1: First Day Back

Ugh! Jazz section again looks like pops is in a good mood, somedays I wish I could share that feeling.
"X!! Come downstairs and grab some breakfast" my mother shouted from the kitchen but due to how hallow the house is, it sounded as if she where in the back "Okay Mom I'll be there in a bit" I stated, a sigh escaped my mouth... They're always in this mood where everything is alright and nothing can ever change that feeling... I think it's called care free, I'll never know that feeling for as long as I live.

Mom: X Your Food!

X: I'm right here Mother you don't need to shout.

Pop: don't talk back & hurry up don't be late on your first day

X: I wasn't talking... never mind.

Today is a new day... or so I thought until I got to my college mixed high school! Which i had attended since it was just a high school, until i hit grade 10.

There's a lot of people there and I don't do well with a crowd or group like settings, I can barely talk to a girl much less even hold a 2 minute conversation with my mother and she gave me birth... *sigh* I doubt I will last four more years after this one.

*meanwhile in the parking lot*

Kyle: hey look it's the freak
Dixie: look what he's wearing
he looks gross like
he doesn't have a home
Paxtyn: do you even shower? I mean like... GOD!! haha look at you!
Jess: here's 5 bucks don't spend it all in one place.
(popular kids laughter)

No doubt, I hate it here!
*air blows through a tube & a spit ball hits me in the neck*
Ryan: righteous!! pay up bud.
Hailey: right on Ryan!!
Dylan : Oo woah dude come on that was his chin bro!!
Sam: hey, sorry about that kid!!
Tim: come on Samantha it was just a spit ball... the kid will live.
Circe: ya Sam he'll be fine!!
Clio: here's a tissue
Jared: you too Clio!??
Blaze: hey Ryan hit him again!!
Zander: hey guy you alright?
*bell rings*

Teacher: alright now students take your seats then open your textbooks and read from pg. 45-47 then answer questions 2-9

The smell of this place will never change, It reeks of chalk, mold, B.O from an eighties locker room & rust.
sunlight fills the room showing dust floating into the hidden parts of the room working up my allergies as i inhale it with each breath.
I hear a group of silent chuckling as a spit ball hits me again!! this time in the back of my head, but as i look back to see the culprit there's nobody with heads up except for Clio, Sam & Circe she had this look of say anything and you're dead..
miss can i use the washroom?

Teacher: no you can not.

At that moment i realized
this world hates my existence for this cruelty to be happening,
as I sighed someone had notice the selfless expression upon my face.

Jaz: it could get worse!

As I took a moment thinking,
I really wish she wouldn't have uttered those words..
A couple of minutes flew past
and class was over
almost the feeling of joy until the world refreshed the understanding of my life i had been held back from next period by my teacher to
discuss my grades she had explained that i had been falling behind she continued by asking the reason why, but i couldn't give her an answer i quickly dismissed myself proceeding to my next class forgetting to get a note, on my stroll to class Ryan, Dylan, Jared, Blaze, Tim & Circe had been waiting for me at the top of the first flight of steps in the staircase!! Near the teachers faculty lounge they were blocking my path, as i tried to ignore them and simply walk by they crowded me then initiated by name calling & pushing that later turned to brutal assault all because of my big smart mouth they had me in armadillo mode in a corner. Punches swinging from every angle hitting places that were vulnerable trying to cover every inch for protection my hand slightly leaving an opening to the side of my face hoping they didn't notice being to busy whaling on my ribs & spine! Tim shoots me a cutter to the eye, quickly shielding my face again Hailey, Sam, Clio & Zandeer were walking downstairs and heard a small crowd say fight they rushed over to see their group of friends whaling on me. Jess, Dixie, Kyle & Paxtyn ran upstairs to see. Jess staring screaming stop made Paxtyn leap in to help me but swings a fist hoping no one notices!! then starts helping me. Clio had seen what he did but kept quiet Kyle later steps up after Paxtyn did which gave me an opening!! I tried to make a run for it but as i took my first step gravity started shifting the bullies that were once close seemed so far now some of their expressions switched some shocked, most cynical & others guilt naturally like every famous person i finally hit rock bottom.