Love & My Bestfriend

chapter 24

Janet's POV

I didn't want to be bothered right now so I went into my room and laid down as I actually got comfortable I started to think about last night with Jermaine. I didn't want to admit it but I was starting to like him. But on the other hand i still love Ana. Don't matter if we fight or not she got some hold on me. I couldn't stop thinking about her or him last night. Fuck! How did I get myself in this situation. Just as I was about to close my eyes I felt my two way vibrate.

Gil:
Hey Jan its me Ana can you please open the door for me we need to talk.

Janet:
No Ana I don't want to talk right now.

Gil:
Please just give me a second and if I doesn't get anywhere then I'll leave you alone okay.

I got up and went and unlock the door. Not to long after that Ana came into the room and closed the door and I hear her lock it.

Janet: the fuck you lock the door for.

Ana: just so we can have privacy j. Look I'm sorry I over did it last night. I should of let you speak.

Janet: yeah you should of cause then I could of told you Jermaine kissed me I didn't kiss him back. I didn't even know he was gonna do that and didn't even know the cameras captured it.

Ana: Look imma be honest.....

There was a knock at the door.

Janet: Yes

Joey: Um Janet I'm sorry but just wanted to let you know everyone and everything is boarded we are gonna be taking off in a second.

Janet: Its fine joey thank you. Now what were you saying.

Ana: that I was scared j okay I was scared that now you and Jermaine was fooling around and that you were gonna leave me and be with him.

Janet: I wouldn't do that to you Ana !

I lowered my voice because if I talk loud then everyone could hear our conversation. Which is the last problem I need. I motioned for her to come sit next to me on the bed which she did and faced me.

Janet: Look I wouldn't hurt you like that okay. I care for you I love you a lot which is why I need to tell you something.
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Ana's POV

When she said she had to tell me something I braced myself for the worse. She started pulling on her ear and her eyes went to the floor instead of looking at me which means she did something she wasn't suppose to do. But I loved this girl so much and whatever she was about to tell me I had to promise myself to let her talk before I go ape shit.

Ana: What is it?

Janet: u..uh hmm. Look last night I was upset Ana okay I was upset that you didn't let me talk or that you didn't want to talk about it you just walked off. When you told me it was over and we were done.....

Ana: That was just talk j I didn't mean....

Janet: let me finish okay. When you told me we were done I didn't know what to do. I ended up driving to Jermaine's house he messaged me about a drink I turned him down at first but after that blow out I told him I wanted the drink and went to his house.

She grabbed my hand but I snatched away from her. Because he eyes started getting watery and I knew she did something.

Ana: what did you do? ("Voice cracking")

Janet: Look we just talked and before I left out the door he kissed me.

Ana: did you kiss him back?

By Now she had tears rolling down her face. I knew she knew she was wrong because Janet just don't cry to be crying she's one of the strongest people I know so to see her this hurt about this I know she didn't mean it.

Janet: Yes I kissed him back. But I stopped because I thought of you.

I just sat there I ran my fingers threw my hair and just put my head down.
Janet scooted closer wrapping her arms around me and put her head on my back and started crying.

Janet: I'm so sorry baby. Say something please.

Ana: do you have feelings for him?

We both lifted up and she turned her head away from me. Which gave me that answer.

Janet: I don't know

Ana: You do. Don't you.

Janet: maybe a little bit but I love you okay. I fucking love you Ana. I don't want us to break up.

Ana: I love you too Janet but you have these feelings for someone else and I don't want that coming between us.

She came close to me and grabbed my hands.

Janet: It won't.

Ana: For now on you have to tell me everything J. You can't have me out here looking stupid especially after we then told our friends about us. Gil said everybody saw the magazine he knew how stupid that made me look.

Janet: I know I know I'm sorry.

Ana: You need to tell Jermaine about us.

Janet: About me and you? No way! so he can go to the media and give them this fat juicy story no I don't know him that well to tell him something like that. Last man that did me over was Rene bitch ass and I'm not about to let some dude I barley know, know about this. feelings or not

Ana: at least tell him you are in a committed relationship now and that you two are either friends or y'all don't talk ever again.

Janet: You still letting me see him.

Ana: AS FRIENDS! I could tell you not to talk to him or see him but that's not gonna stop you from doing what you want to do. Just be honest with me okay.

I leaned in and kissed her. I took my shoes off and scooted back on the bed and laid down and I motioned her to come lay with me we laid there and just cuddled. I laid there just thinking. Thinking about Janet saying she had feeling for JD. Thinking about him kissing her and she kissing back. I grab Janet tighter at the thought. She moved a bit but she was sound asleep. I really hope for his sake he doesn't try anything else with her.

Like they always say Love will make you do some crazy things.........