College cigarettes (Miniminter FF)

part 3: secrets out

After I set up all the cameras and angles for jj I sit with the girls who are sitting on a bench.
"Hey guys." I say then sit down. They all wave and yawn.
"Well you guys didn't get much sleep Ay? What were you guys even doing last night?" I laugh.
"Trying to puke, you have no idea how long it actually takes to puke up a meal." Ella says.
"I was smoking far away from my house because my parents would kill me." Chloe says.
"Ok what about you max?" I say then look at her and shes already asleep.
"Ok then, well we can all probably guess what she was doing last night anyway." I say.
I look to my right and they've all fallen asleep too.
"Wow." I say awkwardly and not to anybody in particular then just let them sleep.
We stay at the pitch for about 2 and a half hours and I help with the different cameras for all of them but then after helping Simon I go to sleep.
I feel someone wake me up and I open my eyes and see Simon.
"Hey" he says and smiles at me. god, So cute.
"Come on you little shits get up." Josh says disturbing my thoughts.
I stay lying down with my eyes open but don't move hoping that they'll just let me sleep.
"Rachel we're not dinosaurs, you can't just not move and hope you disappear." Vikk says and i just groan as a response.
"Fine whatever." I say laughing then get up.
I help everyone else up but max doesn't get up.
"Max?" I say and shake her a bit.
"MAX!" Chloe shouts in her ear, max just does a tired and somewhat irritated moan.
"Oh for fucks sake max get your shit together!" Elle says.
Everyone laughs but Max still doesn't move.
"Well fuck what are we gonna do?" I ask.
Tobi walks forward then picks her up.
"TOB- you know what? This one time." I cut myself off and hold up one finger for emphasis.
He nods and smiles then Carry's her out of the stadium.

we all continue walking to the exit of the field which seems to be always be ages away but we continue with shitty small talk.

"Lucky, how come she gets carried?" I complain in a whiny voice.
Simon stops walking then squats.
"What are you doing?" I ask.
"Well you wanted to get carried so jump on." He says looking back.
"no way!" I laugh then give in and hop on his back.
"LETS GOOOOO!!!!" He shouts then starts running ahead of everyone.
I can't stop laughing as he keeps running. Even the girls are laughing. As we run past tobi and max, I see max still with her eyes closed wrap her arms around tobi. They would be kinda cute together I guess. we exit the stadium a few seconds in front of everyone else and i jump off thanking simon while he leans over puffing and laughing. we get in the car with the same arrangement as before except tobi gets in our car with max.

We go to nandos and max finally wakes up but still has tobi carry her but i decide not to whine and just walk instead of being on Simons back. When we get the chicken and stuff we leave nandos and we all go home.
"Ok max you have to get down now." I say and look at her.
"No!" She says like a kid and hides into tobi's chest.
"Come on you guys can talk and hug in the kitchen." I say and walk into the kitchen.
"Fine." She says and stands back up somewhat clumsy and still in a groggy state.
We all sit down in the kitchen around the island and start eating.
"Sorry tobi I think she's still high as fuck, can you take care of her?" I ask.
"Sure." He says a bit to eagerly.

we all eat and make conversation about the videos that they filmed today and what we missed which seemed like not that much. we're near the end of our dinner and everyone's just finishing whatever they were eating.

"So, when you were laughing before when I was carrying Ella. What was that about?" Jj asks and everyone else also looks at the girls. We all look at Ella in a way to ask if we can tell them and she nods.
"I'm bulimic." She says casually and we just nod.
"What?" All the guys basically say simultaneously.
"I sad I'm bulimic." She repeats and we all keep eating.
"Don't act like that's just a normal thing." Jj says kind of angry and stops her eating by grabbing her arm.
"Don't act like I'm the only person in the world who has problems jj!" She says and shakes his hand off of hers.
"We all have problems, for example Chloe does illegal drugs." Elle says and looks at Chloe. Chloe just nods and looks neutral.
"So, what you were smoking before... Was that legal?" Ethan asks.
"Nope." She says.
"Also max here gets drunk and high every night and parties." Elle says and max waves.
"So that's why you were so tired." Tobi says kind of sad.
"Ye I didn't just drink alone that'd be kind of depressing."
"Speaking of depression Rachel here has it and cuts." Chloe says.
Shit, I wasn't ready to tell them.
"WHAT?!" All the guys stop eating and silence falls across the room besides the ringing that follows after someone yells.
I stay looking down and don't move out of fear and embarrassment.
"She wasn't ready to tell them yet, remember?" Elle whispers to Chloe but the whole room is silent that whispering doesn't matter. Tears start falling from my face and I can't handle it so I just get up and run out the room. I run upstairs and into my room then block the door with boxes and some of my stuff since the door doesn't have a strong lock (but i lock it anyway) before they get up stairs. I hear them knocking on my door loudly. I run to the other side of the room and crawl into a little ball in the corner of the room and watch the door.
"Rachel I'm really sorry!"
"Why would you do this?!"
all their shouting sounds mixed but some stand out more than others. I can't handle it. I grab my keys, go over to the window and climb out and down the ladder.

A/N
If you can't tell the story is slowly but surly becoming a basic wattpad story. Y'know with the depression and romance.

Edit: god help this whole story honestly.