Love.
"Why does it hurt?"
"What is the meaning of love?"
The two most asked questions I have ever asked. Love is something that can be put and used in different ways. Love can either be true feelings, or just an excuse. For those that only live through one-sided love are the most strongest, however the most blunt people there are. They watch as the person that they long for, long for someone else. They keep all of their emotions and thoughts stored away instead of letting it free. They keep the pain hidden with a smile and the words "I'm fine I promise." Those words are the biggest lie someone can ever say. "I'm fine I promise," are the exact opposite of what they are saying. It means, "I'm not fine, nor okay. I am dying watching him/her love someone else and completely disregarding me because that one person is better than how I am and how I want to be, combined. They don't acknowledge the fact that I care for them even more." However, what that person doesn't know is that there are other people that feel the exact way about them. One-sided love is a painful and useless act that we as humans cannot control. We as humans lust for love as if it was the end of all sacrifices. One-sided love is something that even I live through, and it is something that I will never stop doing. I love him so much, but he doesn't care one bit about me. He doesn't and will never feel the same about me. We care so much about each other, but he only sees me as someone with limited love. I trust him with so many things, he is the person I can go to, he makes me feel special, but he is willing to give that up for her. It hurts to see the one that said he loved me to be saying all of the things he said to me to her. I thought I was different. I thought I was special, but it turns out I am the same as everyone else. Our memories are too precious for me to let go so easily, yet you let them go as if it was garbage. Was that how you saw me as? Just a piece of garbage on the street? Apparently it does. What is the meaning of love and why does it hurt?
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Depressing Notes
PoetryI will write all of my depressing notes in here. Please understand that you are not perfect and that you don't need to be perfect in life just to be happy. I update when i'm depressed. Thank you for reading this and leave a comment if you understand...