Depressing Notes

4 Phrases

 "Fuck you,"

 "I miss you,"

 "I hate you,"

 "I love you."

           The four phrases. We all had those relationships where you love someone so much, but you know that they don't love you back. It leaves you in a hell called, "love." Love can be taken and received in multiple ways. People love other people only for the label, they show off to their friends they have someone to love, but as time passes they grow bored then they throw you away as if you were some type a toy; however, other people love other people because they see a spark in them. They see a characteristic, a charm, no one else sees. Those people love you because they think you're special in your own way, whether it's your eyes or lips, they love you out of the other people around them, but the true question is why are they the one's to leave first? How come they take longer to get to? It's as if you two aren't meant to be

 "Promise me you won't leave me alone in this lonely world."

          Remember when I said that? I guess that's long gone now, huh? I was so in love it was pathetic. I don't know what's more depressing; you finding someone else, or the fact that I'm watching you love someone else. I miss you. I miss everything about you. Your hugs, kisses, smile, scent and most importantly your touch. You're still lingering and I hate it. Why can't I let you go? I guess thats a question with an unknown answer.