Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, Really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.
Niall's Pov:
I'm happy Trisha heard Zayn out, It's good to know that she was willing to listen to our side of the story, Now she knows what happened maybe she will come around to the idea of our relationship. As happy as I am that Trisha heard Zayn out I can't help but feel disappointed that my dad hasn't even gotten in contact with me, Part of me is starting to think he really does hate me and if I'm being honest it hurts. It hurts thinking my dad could actually hate me, Even worse turn his back on me. He wouldn't throw me out his life he wouldn't disown me or forget me just because I fell inlove, At least I hope he wouldn't. Everything is so messed up, Why can't we see into the future? Why can't we know what's going to happen before it happens? If we could then Zayn and I would have had more time to think about what we were going to do, What we were going to say. Don't get me wrong I'm happy, I'm happy that we don't have to sneak around and lie anymore but at the same time I feel like I've lost my father, To me it feels like if I have one of them I can't have the other, How is that fair on me?
"Niall mate you alright?" Harry's voice sounded in my ears quickly snapping me from my thoughts, I looked up to see him and Cher staring at me with confused looks.
"Yeah, Sorry what was you saying?" I mumbled.
"What's going on with you?" Cher asked as she placed her pen down on the table.
"Just over thinking I suppose" I replied.
"Anything we can help with? A problem shared is a problem solved, That's the saying right?" Harry asked with a smile.
"It can't be solved just like that, I wish it could" I whispered.
"Your talking about the situation with Zayn and your parents aren't you?" Cher questioned, I nodded my head.
"I'm glad that Trisha spoke to Zayn and heard our side of the story I really am but"
"You wish your dad would do the same" Harry finished my sentence off, I nodded my head in conformation, Cher sighed.
"Niall the thing is the way your dad freaked out that night it's not going to get better in just a few weeks, I suppose he feels betrayed because you lied to him" Cher said.
"He would have had the same reaction if we told him" I mumbled.
"You need to speak to him" Harry stated.
"How? He won't answer my calls" I whispered.
"You have a house key right? I'm pretty sure they haven't changed the locks" Harry pointed out.
"As much as I hate to admit it he's got a point" Cher added, Harry grinned. "Don't get used to me agreeing with you" Cher added, Harry chuckled before moving his hair out of his face, I chuckled slightly.
"I don't know what to say to him" I mumbled.
"Say what you feel it's only thing you can do mate"
Cher and Harry have a point, One of us has to bite the bullet first otherwise it won't get sorted out, My dad won't do it so I'll have to. I contacted Zayn and told him I was gonna go and see my dad he stated that he would come with me but I told him not to, I have to do this. It took a while of persuasion but he agreed to let me do this, I told him I'd meet him, The boys and Cher at the park once I was done. I waited until I knew my dad would be home alone, I then made my way round to the house and placed the key in the lock once the door was open I took a deep breath, The sound of the TV filled my ears, I closed the door behind me before walking into the living room sat there on the couch was my dad.
"Dad" I chocked out, My dad looked up and disappointment filled his eyes.
"What are you doing here?" He stated before turning the telly off.
"You wouldn't answer my calls and we need to talk" I said.
"Is he with you?" My dad asked, I shook my head.
"No, It's just me" I replied, My dad nodded his head.
"Dad I'm sorry, I'm sorry for keeping you in the dark and lying to you, I'm sorry for not telling you what was happening" I said.
"You could have told me what was happening, Niall I could have stopped whatever he was doing to you" My eyes widened as my dads words left his lips, I shook my head.
"No, Dad he wasn't doing anything to me" I exclaimed. "I fell inlove with him, I know you don't wanna hear that but it's the truth" I whispered, My dad shook his head.
"You aren't even gay, You've never had an interest in boys before now" My dad said.
"That's why I was so scared, I was confused about everything but Zayn was there he gave me advice told me not to fight what I was feeling, I'm gay dad, And I'm inlove with Zayn, I can't live a lie dad please, Please don't ask me to" I pleaded as tears fell from my eyes.
"Your mother and I didn't raise you to lie to us, We didn't raise you to be who you are, For the first time I'm ashamed to call you my son, I never thought it could happen but I'm ashamed of you Niall" My dad stated, In that moment it felt like someone had kicked me in the lungs, I chocked on my own breath as tears fell from my eyes, I slowly took a deep breath, My body was shaking.
"What are you more ashamed of? The fact I've fallen inlove and I'm happy or the fact I've fallen inlove with another man, Are you more ashamed because of what I've done or because I'm gay?" I stated, I looked my dad straight in the eyes but no answer left his lips, When he did speak I couldn't believe what he said.
"I've been in contact with your mother, We've both agreed that it's for the best if you go to live with her"
"What?" I chocked out.
"I'm sending you back to Ireland" My dad said, My eyes widened.
"Y-You can't do that!" I cried out, My dad didn't speak. "Why are you doing this to me? Are you trying to punish me for falling inlove?! You always told me you'd be proud of me no matter what I did! Your sitting there saying your disappointed in me well I'm disappointed in you! You've let me down dad, Your supposed to love me no matter what, I love you, I love you so much dad, I need you to understand that I'm still me I'm still Niall but I'm growing up and I'm learning who I am if you really loved me you'd respect that!" I yelled before running from the room, I quickly opened the door before running straight out the house, I ran and ran until I couldn't run anymore, Until my feet and my lungs were screaming at me to stop, Tears were pouring down my face and my body was shaking uncontrollably as I ran through the park, The moment I spotted Zayn I ran straight up to him, He was smiling until he saw the look on my face.
"Niall, Niall what's happened?" Zayn exclaimed as he quickly stood up, I said nothing I only ran straight into his open arms, The second I felt his secure arms lock around my waist I buried my head into his neck and continued to cry, Zayn's free hand moved to the back of my head as he cradled it. "Shh it's ok, Shhh calm down baby take deep breaths" Zayn whispered soothingly into my ear.
"Niall what happened?" I heard Liam say, I slowly looked up before looking Zayn straight in the eyes.
"He wants to send me home, He wants to send me back to Ireland" I cried out, Zayn's face broke, His eyes filled with tears as he shook his head, I cried out once again before burying my head back in Zayn's neck, This can't he happening, This can't be real.
