Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, Really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.
Niall's Pov:
Last night was scary, It was hard for me to sit down and open up to Zayn. He was the only person I could talk to, But at the same time it was about him so I didn't know what his reaction would be, I didn't know if he'd push me away and be disgusted, But he wasn't. Zayn listened to me, He gave me advice, He told me what the best thing to do was. I've never had feelings like this before and they scare me, But Zayn he told me not to fight my feelings and listen to them, I have to figure everything out in my head before I make any decisions, He said he was gonna help me and be there for me, I know being gay isin't wrong, And I've never had a problem with gay people, Whoever you choose to love no matter what gender they are it's still love so it's not wrong. Being gay wasn't what worried me, What worried me was Zayn and I are basically brothers? I mean once our parents are get married we will be so nothing can happen between us, Right?
"I don't know what to do Li" I heard Zayn's voice from inside our bedroom, I stood beside the wall listening to the conversation. "But what if it turns out that he's not gay? Then what do I do? I promised I'd help him but how can I?" Zayn stated, I sighed knowing instantly he was talking about me, I shook my head before making my way downstairs, I walked into the kitchen before turning on the kettle and grabbing a cup from the cupboard. Minutes later I heard footsteps coming down the stairs.
"Morning Nialler" Zayn stated.
"Morning" I replied before continuing to make some tea. "Want one?" I asked, Zayn shook his head as he grabbed a glass and then some orange juice.
"No thanks, How you feeling this morning?" He questioned.
"Yeah I'm good" I replied, Zayn raised an eyebrow.
"You sure?" He said, I nodded my head.
"I'm sorry for dumping everything on you last night" I stated.
"Why are you apologizing?" Zayn asked.
"I heard you on the phone to Liam, I shouldn't have put all that on you" I exclaimed, Zayn shook his head before making his way over to me.
"Niall I care about you, I was only talking to Liam because I needed to know how I should go about this" Zayn replied.
"What do you mean?" I asked, Zayn sighed.
"Right now your so confused, You don't know who you are, Or what you want, You have a thousand and one things rushing through your mind all at once, Is this wrong? Is this right? Am I gay? Am I straight? Do I like girls or boys? It's hard dealing with all that and I don't wanna make things worse for you" Zayn explained, I looked down.
"I do like you" I whispered. "You said every hug and small touch you shared with another man made you feel something, A feeling that was bubbling away inside of you, Everytime you touch me or hold me I feel that deep inside the pit of my stomach and no matter what I do I can't stop it" I exclaimed, Zayn moved towards me. "The first night I was here you cuddled me, It freaked me out at first, But I could have moved, I could have pushed your body away but I didn't, I claimed it was because I didn't see any harm in it, But that wasn't true, I didn't push you away because it felt so right, Being there in your arms it felt natural" I stated, Zayn nodded his head.
"When I first saw you the first thing I noticed were your eyes, I'd never seen eyes like that before, All I wanted to do was look into them all the time, Your something special Niall, I care about you so much, It's why I'm protective, I care about you, Last night all I wanted to do was make your confusion go away, I know I could love you more then I probably should, But I don't want to go about this the wrong way" Zayn said, I hesitated for a moment.
"Kiss me" I whispered, Zayn looked at me for a moment. "You said you first knew you was gay for certain when you kissed another guy, Your the one I'm having these feelings for, Your the one I'm confused about, It's not fair on you for me to drag you along, I need to know if these feelings are real or not, Zayn please" I pleaded, Zayn bit his lip before taking hold of my hand, He then slowly pulled me against him until our chests were touching, Zayn cupped my cheek.
"Are you sure?" He questioned, I nodded my head slowly, Zayn then gently connected our lips together, A shiver ran down my spine as our lips moved together, A feeling spread through my whole body, The feeling I felt when Zayn kissed my knee, I slowly raised my hands and slid them around Zayn's neck, He gently wrapped his arms around my waist before pulling me closer to him, Our bodies melted together, I felt Zayn's tongue slide across my bottom lip, I gently stroked the back of his neck before opening my mouth, He slowly slid his tongue against mine, Zayn held me close to him as our tongues danced around together, We pulled away moments later and I was lost for words.
"Niall?" Zayn whispered as he gently stroked my hips, I opened my eyes slowly, Zayn had a questioning look on his face.
"That felt so, I can't even explain it" I whispered as I held Zayn closer, He smiled slightly. "I definitely feel something for you, Something strong" I stated, Zayn nodded his head.
"I feel it too" He whispered, Our foreheads lent together.
"What happens now?" I asked.
"We see where our feelings take us, And we keep it a secret for now" Zayn stated.
"What if they keep growing? When our parents get married we'll be brothers, We can't do anything then" I exclaimed.
"We have to wait and see what happens Niall, Don't think of anything else right now ok? Just focus on how your feeling" Zayn stated, I nodded my head before leaning my head against his shoulder, Zayn sighed gently before resting his chin on my head, My feelings for Zayn were indeed real, We both knew that for certain, What we don't know is where our feelings were going to take us and if we could even go there.
