This chapter is dedicated to adam_and_jane for the inspiration from the dream scene of her fan fiction.
This is how it always goes.... I thought. My face sweaty, his unshaven. He's holding my hand, but I can't tell where we're going. He doesn't say anything, but I can tell from the way he grips my hand. After ten minutes of silence and walking, he turns around and leaves.
My hand is dripping with his sweat, and as I turn to stop him I get a glimpse of his face. He's almost out of view when he says, "Just like everyone else, never ever real."
It used to be Adam, damn why couldn't it be Adam? Somehow it became Randy. I long to hold his hand like in the dream. Every time I wake up, I wish I had gripped his arm, and begged he stay. I wish I had smelled him once before he walked off. Every morning I curse myself for not jumping on him and asking why I'm not good enough.
I shake myself out of my haze and get ready to start the day. After showering and dressing, I decide to drive over to Randy's, then check on Jolie. "Oh god, am I ready?" I whispered to myself, not sure of the answer.
As I drove to Randy's I almost passed out with nervousness. My hands started shaking and I started to sweat so hard. It started getting hard to breathe, but I just thought it's just nerves, don't be such a drama queen! Suddenly I fell to my side, and everything stopped.
Sorry for such a short chapter!
If you need another fan fiction to read
I suggest Obsessed by adam_and_jane, it's
one of the few M5 fan fictions on Wattpad.
-Annika
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