Desire ~ NS

Chapter 8 - fucked up situation

"Good...okey now.. Blow me"

Harry gasped and looked up.

Louis Sniggered. "Your face" louis tapped on his knee.

"It's not funny." harry spat

"ohh it is.... Anyway sign these papers" the manager took the papers out of his locked drawer and handed harry.

Harry took in a sharp breathe and picked up the Parker pen.
His hands were shaking when he signed the papers.

"See it wasn't that bad... Was it?" louis kissed harrys cheek.

"Okey so... Meet me tomorrow same time, same place... I'll show you your first costumer... Your going to be rich and famous harry, what else you need... Cmon cheer up." louis grinned.

Harry got up from his chair, frowning, he heard louis gasp when the chair fell.
Harry didn't care about anything right now There was just one question in his mind...
What will happen when Niall will come to know about all this.

He sure was not going to eat the pills from now on because if he did... His member wouldn't erict.
And niall was going to suspect things.. No he should just...... Throw them away. But the guilt was going to eat him inside everyday.. His loyal husband is home. And here he was going to fuck different guys every night.
He made his way back to the dressing room... 'What ifs' were going through his head while he walked around the hallway.

He really didn't want to lose this opportunity of getting so much money in such few days. He didn't want to tell niall about his surgery because he knew niall wouldn't agree. And this was the only door open for Harry.
He can't live on pills his whole life. He didn't want to.

Harry finally walked in the dressing room.
"Oh harry your back... C'mon lets get you ready." his makeup artist smiled.

Harry gave her a forced smile and sat on his chair.

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Few hours passed by and harry was home.
He didn't have the energy to do anything but guess luck wasn't on his side today.

"Baby... Your home... I wanted to speak to you about something really important." Niall smiled warmly, welcoming harry with a sweet peck on his lips.

"What is it?" harry ask emotionless.

"You okey?" niall ask worried.

Harry gave him a lazy smile. "yeah I'm okey... Just tired"

Niall smiled and grabbed harrys arm, "go get fresh... We'll talk later"

"don't you have to go to work?"

Niall shook his head, "if there will be emergency I'll get a call... I've done my paper work last night."

Harry nodded and made his way towards the bathroom.

He washed his face and rubbed the tears off his eyes...

"I wish i could quite." harry mumbled to himself. "I'm sorry niall.."

Harry walked out to get dressed into comfy clothes.
Harry paddle his way down towards the kitchen.

"What did you want to talk about?" Harry asked sitting on one of the kitchen stools while niall made orange juice for themselves.

He poured the orange juice and served the pancakes. He brought some papers from the living room.

Oh no... Not papers again.... Harry thought to himself

"Harry.... You'll have to sign these papers"

"Whats written in these papers" harry gulped. He was scared to read... He had all negative thoughts in mind... What if niall knew about his secret, what if niall wants divorce...

"Look harry.... I don't want to force you into this but we are growing up fast... I don't want to be old when our kids are still teenagers"

Harry took in sharp breath. "What are you talking about?"

"i want us to start a family, I will need your sperm... I don't want to adopt a baby thats not mine... Dr.Robert said he can produce a baby with our sperms... So we can have babies of our own"

"Niall.... You know my situation.... We can't-"
niall cut harry off. "I know harry but i see you...i see that you're doing great... Your taking the pills regularly... And look at you.. You look healthy."

Harry couldn't stop himself from tearing up.

Niall looked at harry and pleaded. "Harry I've never asked anything from you. Even when you chea- i don't want to talk about it but Please harry...please."

Harry sign.... He looked over at niall. He cupped face.... It was true, niall never asked him anything... He was just so understanding... How could he say no when this was only thr thing niall ever asked from his husband.

So he nodded lightly. "Okey...."

Niall gasped, "okey?"

"okey.."

Niall grinned at the same time tears of joy left his eyes. "Thank-you harry... Thank-you so much.... I love you"

Harry frowned when niall hugged him.

What fucked up situation i am in....

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