Destiel/sabriel one shots

Accidents don't just happen accidentally (Sabriel)

"You what?"

"I like you, Okay?" Gabriel almost shouted now. Sam just stared at him, to shocked to find his voice. " I like, like you Sam. I have done for quite some time now actually. Why do you think I pulled all those pranks on you? I was trying to prepare you for your brother's death. I didn't want to see you in so much pain when he actually died so I killed him over and over again in front of you so you wouldn't hurt so much when it actually happened. But I was stupid! I know that now! Instead of preparing you for it you had to live through it over and over again and I didn't think of it that way... And that just hurt me, seeing you hurt again and again. I know I screwed up... That is what I always do..." The last sentences was just barely above a whisper and he let out a shaky breath before he continued. "Why do you think I chose the song heat of the moment? "

Sam had stared at Gabriel in shock through Gabriel's entire outbrake but at that last sentence his face turned into something of confusion. Without knowing what else to do Gabriel started singing the song. He sang it quietly and his voice sounded nervous and trembled at times.

" I never meant to be so bad to you
One thing I said that I would never do
A look from you and I would fall from grace"

"I... I just... I need some air" Sam said quietly, speaking more to himself then to Gabriel.

He took his jacket and walked out the door and in the second the door closed, Gabriel collapsed in a pile on the floor. Sobs raking through his body. He had just told Sam about everything. Everything. And all Sam had to say was that he needed air? He hadn't expected San to return his feeling of course, but he had expected a little more reaction then that... Was Gabriel really that unlovable?

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Sam was walking quickly down the sidewalk, not really knowing where he was heading or how long he had walked. Hell, he didn't even know where he was. His surroundings blurred together and he saw cars and a road, but he didn't really see them. He was having an inner argument with himself.

Why did you walk away, stupid?

Because.

You like him and you know it

No I don't

Ehh.. Yes! I think you do

Nope

Yepp

Nope

Yepp

Shut up! I am not GAY

You are gay for Gabriel

No, I like girls. Like Jess, with long golden hair.

Well... Gabe has golden hair... And it is kind of long...

Shut up brain

Oh, come on Sammy, embrace the rainbow.

It's Sam!

Sam was pissed, even his brain called him Sammy... Sammy is a chubby five year old! But deep down he knew the annoying brain was right. After Gabriel had "returned" from the dead, they had been spending a lot of time together and Sam had started feeling things for Gabriel. Little thing. Like butterflies in his stomach kind of things. And heart fluttering kind of things. And feeling slightly nervous when Gabriel was around kind of things. Of course Gabriel was annoying as hell sometimes with his pranks and his candy and his whining, and even though Sam pretended being annoyed with Gabriel he actually liked having the archangel around.

With this in mind, Sam walked over to a bench at the end of park he saw nearby and sat down, having decided he would pray to Gabriel.

"Ehhmm... Gabriel? I don't know what to say exactly... Hell, I don't even know if you can hear this... But if you do? Can you please come? I need to talk to you..."

Even though he hadn't heard any fluttering of wings he still had a little hope burning in his chest when he turned to look to the side. Hoping the wind blowing in his ears was the reason he hadn't heard the fluttering and that when he looked to the left he would see a smirking Gabriel with golden hair and golden eyes standing in sharp contrast with the white snow surrounding him.

Finding the bench beside him empty he tried again.

"Gabe... Please... I'm sorry... I really need to talk to you! And I'm not going to say it over some damn prayer! I want to say it to your face!"

The bench was still empty beside Sam and his thoughts restored to the last idea he could think of. He picked up the gun from inside his jacket at pointed it at his skull. Clicking the bullet into place, he spoke up again.

"Gabriel Loki Novak! If you don't come down here I swear to God I will shoot myself"

Gabriel appeared beside Sam with a silent "what".

"I... I..." Sam trailed of, not really knowing how to say this. Gabriel just stared at something far away, refusing to meet Sam's pleading eyes. " I need to tell you some-"

Sam was cut of by Gabriel. "Listen... Sam. I don't need to hear it, okay? I don't need to hear how stupid it was of me to fall in love with you and how stupid it was to think for a second that you could return my feelings. And how stupid I am for loving you when you obviously aren't gay, and my vessel is a boy. Believe me! I tell myself this everyday and I don't need to hear it from you too! I don't need you mocking me and telling me how stupid I am okay? I will just... I will just leave and you will never... Omfh-"

Sam had tried to speak but it was impossible with Gabriel's ongoing, neverending babbling so he had grabbed Gabriel's face with his free hand and smashed his lips into Gabriel's. Gabriel was surprised at first but quickly melted into Sam's lips and kissed back.

The kiss soon got heated and without thinking Sam dropped the gun to reach up and bury his hands into Gabriel's golden locks, not even considering the fact that the bullet was already in place and that the hard ground might give the gun the push it needed to fire.

Sam felt a sharp pain shoot trough his stomach but in the heat of Gabriel's lips on his own, he didn't give it a second thought. He was so caught in the heat of the moment that he didn't feel the warm blood slowly trickling down his tummy before he started feeling dizzy and had to pull away from Gabriel. Opening his eyes his vision was clouded and had black spots at the edges. He slowly moved his head down and saw a dark red color before everything went dark.

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"NOO" Gabriel screamed when his mind comprehended what had just happened.
"Please. Dad. Help me." He whispered, his voice cracking.

With sobs racking through his body he frantically touched Sam, trying to heal him but nothing happened.

Gabriel stretched out his wings and folded them around Sam in desperation. Clutching Sam's face he let all the grace he could manage out of his body and into Sam's. He felt tears streaming down his face making it hard to see and he had trouble breathing. The light from his grace illuminating every feather in Gabriel's golden wings that had wrapped around Sam and himself in a blanket, separating them from the rest of the world in their little cave of feathers.

After a couple of minutes without any obvious result Gabriel gave up and collapsed on Sam's lifeless body, exhausted and drained from grace. He had used all the power he could and he felt his eyes starting to get heavy. He forced them open, not wanting to give in to the exhaustion, but after one look at Sam's cold, lifeless body he gave up, figuring unconsciousness would be better then reality at the moment. He buried his head in the hook of Sam's neck and closed his eyes. Letting the emptiness and darkness drowning him.

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Wow... First one shot, people on earth... That wasn't so good... I promise it will be better than this ;) I hope... I will try my best :D