what i didn't see

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for years ...
i get used to slow streams
for years...
i get used to the mild surge of waves
gushing through the rocks
for years...
i've been complacent
with the steady, the calm,
the undisturbed
water of the lake

for years...
all of which taught me
all things wonderful
but not to wake
they rather nestled me
in a box
wrapped me for storage
been stored in a chamber—
cryogenic enough to freeze
my soul,
to ice up the growing feelings,
to immobilize this
pang of emotion she has left
dearth of healing

and now,
a tidal wave is coming
whence it'd soon
see me unprepared
guess so, should i even bother
feeling these things
when foremost
i never really cared?

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