Love Is Blind

It was a rather sunny day. I was trying not to cry but the tears seemed to form. Seeing them together killed me inside. My name is Rose I'm 16 and deeply in love with my best friends boyfriend. Why cant he see? Is love really this blind? I feel lust for him I never want to see him with her again but I also don't want to be a bad best friend. I slowly walked up to him and said "hey how are you and Jamie doing?" those words killed me slowly why cant I be her? Why cant it all be mine? Why cant I be loved? Robert said "everything is fine why are you so interested?" " No reason" i said under my breath. I wanted to tell him what i felt about them being together but it was just to soon. I was going to cheer leading practice. Today Robert was coming to practice to support Jamie. I kept wishing inside he was coming to support me. I am in love. Deeply.                                                                                                                                                                                          When I got to Cheer leading practice Robert and Jamie where holding hands. "Alright everybody enough games lets get cheer leading practice started" shouted Britanny. Britanny was the most popular girl in school. She can buy her way out of any trouble. When we began to stretch I saw Jamie blow a kiss to Robert before she began. How could I have such a love and hate relationship with one of my best friends. I cant keep this up but there's a voice in my head telling me I have no choice.