Love Is Blind

Be Mine

Now my plan was in affect. I need Robert. Without him i was nothing. I went up to Robert after heath class. He looked at me. Inside i melted on the outside my face stayed serious I knew he would'nt take me seriously if i smirked or giggled. I just came out and said it " Robert i have been in love with you since the first time i laid eyes on you. Im tired of these stupid games. I cant hide it anymore." First he looked at me. The bell rang but niether of us moved. He reached out and kissed me. I was shocked. I kind of blushed. I kissed him back and ran to class. My stupid self did'nt notice who was behind me. It was Jamie. How was i going to explain what just happened. I just quickly walked past her. I did'nt care about Jamie the only thing that i cared about was Robert. I thought about Robert all day. All night. Everyday. Everynight. I could'nt stop thinking about him. He was at his locker wheni approached him. He reached out and kissed me. I wondered why did he suddenly change his mind about me? What changed? I asked him why he liked me and he said i came clean and he respected me for that. The reality was i did'nt come clean. He did'nt know i was the one who broke him and Jamie up. Should i have told him? I thought about telling him but that would mean i would lose him and if i lost him i would have no one. I quit cheerleading because i could'nt stand seeing Jamie everyday. The heat was building up inside of me and slowing burning me from inside out. I HATE THIS. I feel so guilty but could i play this little game forever? Would i lie my way through life? What was i saying Robert is mine and that is all i really care about. Jamie was out of the picture. What was wrong? I had everything i asked for. One thing i did'nt have was his trust.