Love Is Blind

I Hate.....

I hate mostly myself for ruining my life. I fell in love. The only person i could think about was him. Im in denial i thought to myself while i was crying in my pillow. Would there be a happy ending to this? I went to Jamie's house actually looking for Robert. I knocked on the door three times like i always do. Jamie opened the door and said "what do you want"? all she was wearing was a robe. I was confused at first but then i had remembered what she told me a week ago. Robert was spending the night and not to come over.  She is nothing but a dirty little slut. At this point i knew i had to tell her. But How? Everything bursted out of me all at once i said " Jamie I'm in love with Robert you don't deserve him I'm the one he should be with". At first she stared blankly at me then she shut the door in my face. I ran home crying wondering if she told Robert. The next day at school everything was really awkward. When I went to cheer leading Jamie rolled her eyes at me. Robert wasn't at cheer leading practice like he always was. Jamie approached me and slapped me. We got into a big fight. We were sent to the principals  office. She explained why she slapped me. She said " Robert broke up with me after he overheard what Rose said about loving him". I had no words. I was smiling in my head but frowning in reality. What did I do I ruined a friendship for a boy. What is wrong with me. Then I started to think this wasn't just any boy this was Robert the love of my life. Did she get what she deserved or did I get what I deserved?