You won't let me discover who I am you think you know me when I don't even know myself I think of you could you would tell me what to wear and tell me how to act you want a copy of yourself but you can't see who you are does not fit with who I want to be I'm tired of you telling me right from wrong when I've heard it over a thousand times you tell me I'm very smart but you treat me like I'm a baby that knows nothing I'm growing older and you need to let the little babu you knew go you need to see I've never been one to act like you and I'm so glad for it since I never want to act like a hate filled person you hold onto the past and you try to apply that to the future like it will fix everything you try to catch me when I fall every time but you just need to let me fall I'll learn more that way . now I do love you but dear mom plead see I'm my own mind and body and I want to see new things I don't want to be pulled down and stuck I want to experiment and if I mess up I mess up you have to see I'm still learning and I need to get out you just keep me down and cause me Anxiety
Ok well I know I haven't updated a whole lot so anyway here this is its just a little note for my mom she will never see and I like it that way anyway
K
bye
YOSHI
