Cause you're the one for me.

*Part25*

I pushed my hair back and grinned at him, my face burning.
" ahaha- what were you saying before? U wanted to tell me something" I quickly said.
He sat up properly and started to pick some bits off the grass, twirling them round his bony fingers.

" I'm different from what you see on tv"
I blinked at him stunned. He spoke in a deep voice,It wasnt the voice that he usually had on , that high, soft gentle voice that sounded so childlike. I was hearing his real voice, a manly yet smooth tone, ringing in my ears into my hollow brain.

" i want you- to know bout me, i feel like i can trust you- with the real me" he whisphered.
I bent forward.What I experienced next was beyond words.

" and they all fucking hate me- each and everyone of them- money money money thats all they fucking want" he said angrily, his teeth gritted,fists clenched. I started to feel the anger as tears started to emerge from his eyes, his face just crumpling with defeat.

He put his arm on his knee and bent down his face, sobbing. I breathed out slowly and moved closer towards him and wrapped my arms around him , his head resting gently against my chest , he cried his eyes turning red, with anguish and pain.

From what i see , was a man- lost in world that he was trying to fit in... On the tv the man who smiles and waves and helps children round the world , the king of pop, the man fame and fortune; breaking down in front of me. My heart shattered.

" look" i said bending down looking at him in the eyes.
" im here and i swear i'll stand by you no matter what- I promise you mike please believe me- forget these people who treat you like shit" I said comforting him, trying hard not to break into tears myself.

He wiped his eyes and choked as he gently spoke
" i cant take it anymore- i dont know what to do..."
I took his hands and twined them against mine.

" listen to me... I'll be here with you no matter what understand me? I'll support you no matter what, please please understand me.. We'll make this work..."

He looked up at me with his dark brown eyes, his curls unraveling in the side.  He gulped and then slowly bent towards me, brushing the curls away from my face before placing a sweet soft salty kiss on my lips