Cause you're the one for me.

*part34*

I can't" he whispered, gently taking hold of my hands and bringing them down. I felt his heart race against my flaming body, as I looked up into those deep concerned eyes of his. I felt mad, infuriated and pissed off to be honest. A part of me wanted him so bad. I sighed and looked at him in aggravation, breaking away from him with embarrassment.

" then why are you sending me signals" I said, raising my eyebrows at him.
" i'm not" he protested.
" you were, all this kissing, touching, Mike- its more than a girl can handle" I hissed. He quickly pressed his finger against his lips and pointed to the dining room.
" can we talk about this later?" He said walking to the kitchen.

" no- I want it now" I said blocking him.
" you know I cant give it to you" he protested " that's not what I mean" I argued, staring at him in disbelief.
" really? Coz I'm sure thats what your implying" he said. I groaned in utter disbelief, and raised my hands in defeat. " I ain't forcing you to do things Michael- but what i'm asking is to stop making me feel like something will happen"

He didn't reply, instead shuffled his feet, looking down at the floor.
" we will do it one day Mike? Right?" I whispered.
He looked up, his eyes all dark and hollow.
" I don't know Lils..."He replied.  I stood there breathing hard, looking at him in disbelief. I backed away slowly, his brown eyes turning towards the floor.

i trudged to the kitchen and took the dessert and headed back. We sat next to each other uncomfortably, not bothering to eye each other. I felt Katherine and all them look at each other. They whispered and eyed me carefully, nodding at Michael. I couldn't take it, I knew exactly what they were thinking.

" Sorry- I cant do this" I whispered. I pushed my chair out and then walked down the hall- down the path, towards Neverland gate.
" please come after me" I whispered, as Bill pushed the gate open. I stared for a few seconds in the distance, hoping he would come running out...But he didn't.