I can't" he whispered, gently taking hold of my hands and bringing them down. I felt his heart race against my flaming body, as I looked up into those deep concerned eyes of his. I felt mad, infuriated and pissed off to be honest. A part of me wanted him so bad. I sighed and looked at him in aggravation, breaking away from him with embarrassment.
" then why are you sending me signals" I said, raising my eyebrows at him.
" i'm not" he protested.
" you were, all this kissing, touching, Mike- its more than a girl can handle" I hissed. He quickly pressed his finger against his lips and pointed to the dining room.
" can we talk about this later?" He said walking to the kitchen." no- I want it now" I said blocking him.
" you know I cant give it to you" he protested " that's not what I mean" I argued, staring at him in disbelief.
" really? Coz I'm sure thats what your implying" he said. I groaned in utter disbelief, and raised my hands in defeat. " I ain't forcing you to do things Michael- but what i'm asking is to stop making me feel like something will happen"He didn't reply, instead shuffled his feet, looking down at the floor.
" we will do it one day Mike? Right?" I whispered.
He looked up, his eyes all dark and hollow.
" I don't know Lils..."He replied. I stood there breathing hard, looking at him in disbelief. I backed away slowly, his brown eyes turning towards the floor.i trudged to the kitchen and took the dessert and headed back. We sat next to each other uncomfortably, not bothering to eye each other. I felt Katherine and all them look at each other. They whispered and eyed me carefully, nodding at Michael. I couldn't take it, I knew exactly what they were thinking.
" Sorry- I cant do this" I whispered. I pushed my chair out and then walked down the hall- down the path, towards Neverland gate.
" please come after me" I whispered, as Bill pushed the gate open. I stared for a few seconds in the distance, hoping he would come running out...But he didn't.
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FanficThis is set around the 1980's-Michael Jacksons " Bad Era"and revolves around Liliana Garcia who is an ordinary 21 year old primary school teacher. She has a passion for music but carries a deep dark past. Upon meeting Michael Jackson known as the Ki...