This love story is unlike the rest, and I have to admit it's not one of the bests.
It left me depressed. But I have to get this off my chest.
A coaster of emotions
Of never ending motion
We were friends, she wanted more
I have to say, it left me quite sore
It came to an end before it could start
I never got to say what was in my heart
I am sorry I was never strong enough, bold enough, barely knew myself just enough.
And I'm sorry my friend but life is tough.
Because I never got to tell you how I felt
How looking at you made me melt
My heart leaping off my chest
Joking that I was "possessed"
Hugging you brightened my day
Those moments are still in replay
And god was it real
So real, I just couldn't deal
Deal with the fact that it was all so new
And I couldn't handle it if anybody knew
And yes, it was somewhat forbidden
But I guess we could have kept it hidden
I knew I should have and regret that I didn't
I guess it wasn't meant to be
I knew you wanted to be free
And a love like this is not meant for three
You said one thing and did another
Obsessive, possessive, I felt smothered.
A world of wonders, but I was getting burned
After our first fight I thought I had learnt
But I guess I didn't because I returned
You were fire
A sneaky liar
Made me second-guess
I have to confess, I was a mess
Was it all in my head?
You left, so many words unsaid
How could I be so blind?
Guess someone like you was hard to find
I'm sorry but I've got to say what's on my mind
I'm leaving quite soon
It will feel like a typhoon
So I wanted to tell you this
So I can feel some bliss
It's the end and I don't want to cry
Dear friend, I'm saying goodbye
