Who Am I You Ask? Anyone I Want To Be

Arguments

I took us 15 hours to get to Canada.  Drake drove for 7 hours and Q drove for 8 hours.  We still haven't arrived to our destination.  Silv and Drake and sleeping in the back seat and Q and I are awake, listening to the radio.  I turned to Q, remembering the way he acted when Amy came over.    " Babe" I said and he looked at me.

" Yeah?" He asked me, looking back at the road.

" Why did you act so weird when Amy was there?" I asked and he bit his lip.

" I don't know what you're talking about" He said and I turned to him again.

" You know what I'm talking about, you shook her hand and basically ran up the stairs" I said and he gripped the steering wheel tightly, he's getting angry.

" Just drop it" He said and curiosity was pulling at my mind.

" Can't you just tell me?" I asked, frustrated by secrets.

" No" He said and I can feel heat going to my face by how angry I was.  I don't know why, but I've been getting angry really easily since we came out to Massachusetts.

" Why?  What's oh so bad, that you can't tell your girlfriend?" I asked, my voice rising a little.

" Just stop, it's not important" He said his voice rising.

" I think it's pretty important if you have to keep it from me.  We tell each other everything"  I said, my voice 1 level away from yelling.

" DROP IT!!" Q yelled and I jumped a little.

" Stop the car" I said, feeling a few emotions.  I felt scared, angry, betrayed and most of all defeated.

" No" He said and I turned to him.

" I said stop the car" I said and he kept driving.

" I said no" He said so I did the only thing I could think of,  I got on him and stomped on the brake.  The car stopped abruptly.  I hopped back to the passenger and opened the door.  I hopped out and slammed the door.  I stormed away and I heard a door open.

" Λάβετε πάλι εδώ!!"(Come back here!!) He yelled at me in Greek.

" διάολο ξανά"(Fuck you) I muttered and kept walking.

" Ar Dievu varu es pavēlēs tevi klausīt. Es Dievam vampiric veida dotācijas tevi pārveidotājs, vēl viena iespēja, lai pierādītu lojalitāti pret mani "(By the power of the gods, I shall command thee to obey.  I, the god of vampiric kind, grants thee, shifter, one more chance to prove loyalty towards me) He recited in Latvain.  I clutched my chest and fell to the ground, it burned like hell.  I forgot, he has a lot of power over me.  That meant that I had to obey his orders.  If I disobey him 1 more time, he can send me to the Supernatural Courts.  They could decide my fate and I could be in a lot of trouble.  He is the ruler of vampires.

" Piedodiet, kapteinis"(Forgive me, master) I apologized in Latvian.  It was an automatic response and it spilled from my throat.  He never used this control on me before, it scared me, how much control he had over me. 

" Shiffy, I wish I didn't have to do that to you.  It just happened" He told me and I looked him in the eyes.

" A lot of things 'just happen' with you.  I can't trust you and your 'accidents' anymore" I said and stood up.  I dusted my knees off and stormed away.

" Rose, wait up" I heard Drake say and he ran towards me.  He walked next to me and wrapped an arm around my shoulder.  He kissed the side of my head. " Calm down" He whispered in my ear. 

" I can't.  Our history with each other is more than a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship.  He grew on me.  I can't be happy without him because I dealt with him for over 3000 years.  I guess love blinded me too much to notice he still would use his power on me" I told him and I leaned on his body.

" How many languages can you speak?" He asked and I laughed.

" All of them.  I helped make most of them.  I knew so many historical figures that I am one myself" I said and my stomach growled.  I looked around and noticed we were in the exact spot I wanted us to be in.  I just remembered why we were here. 

" Why are we in Canada?" Drake asked me and I pecked him on the lips.  We were surrounded by trees so Q couldn't see us.

" You'll find out in a few minutes" I said and walked away.  He grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him.  I pulled back and he connected his lips with mine.  I pulled back and smiled up at him.

" Can't you just tell me now?" Drake whined and I pulled out his grip.

" Stay right here, don't be too scared" I said and ran to the car.  I looked back and seen Drake standing there with a confused look on his face.  I blew him a kiss and he slumped his shoulders.

" You better hurry" He said and I smiled

" I'll try. I need to get Q-" I started but stopped when I looked in front of me.  My eyes narrowed and my hands curled into fists.  My breaths came out in pants and my face burned from anger.

" Rose, what's taking you so-" Drake said but stopped when he seen the scene before us.  Q hasn't noticed us yet and that made me angrier.  There Q and Silv were, making out.  They broke apart and since Q had Silv against the car, Silv noticed us first.  Her eyes widened and Q looked back.  He seen me and looked so regretful.

" Shiffy" He whispered and I slowly backed away.

" Rose, I-" Silv started and I felt tears fall down my face.  Betrayal filled my heart and I could feel it break.

" Good bye Quantell" I said and busted into a full sprint.  I seen a cliff and I ran up to it.  I looked down and seen it was about 300 feet above the ground.  I looked back and seen them running towards me.  I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.  I took 5 steps and ran towards the cliff.  I jumped off