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'jimin'

'yoongi'

'what are you doing here please leave me alone.'

'please yoongi let me explain what happened i can't let you leave me anymore. 4 months without seeing your beautiful face was enough for me. i hated that i couldn't see you. i hated myself for some reason i couldn't understand. i am not lying when i tell you that i love you. please don't let me go. let me explain please i can't live without you please yoongi.'

'you have 5 minutes..'

i was nervous.
you had tears streaming down your eyes.

'i was waiting for you to come back. but honestly i was a mess. i couldn't even clean the house without crying. i missed you so much everywhere i looked was a memory with you. i had asked hoseok to help me'

you flinched as i said his name. i wanted to hug you so badly.

'while we were cleaning hoseok had confessed to me and i was shocked to say the least. i obviously didn't accept his feelings because i love you. but he moved closer and closer to me as i moved back. i landed on our bed and he started to kiss me. i didn't kiss him i was trying to push him off. next thing i know you were right there in front of me. i didn't kiss him. i swear. i wouldn't cheat on you for the world. i love you too much it hurts.'

yoongi's tears kept coming but he just stood there.
he avoided eye contact.
he was shaking.

i hugged him and he started to sob more than ever. i was scared.

this is exactly how i found him the night i met him when he broke up with someone he loved. he never told me his name. he just said it was one of his best friends that just didn't love him.

yoongi's ex boyfriend could not have been him...