He's For Me, Not For You (H2OVanoss)

Daddy J

0VG pov

  Jonathan stood in front of me, waiting for my response "I'm not sure, I can't swim" what? "I can show you" he said smiling like an adorable idiot "oh no, no, no, you don't have to I'm fine really, I'll just watch" I can see the disappointment in his eye. Damn it, why am I so nervous he's just a...a friend "are you sure?" I nodded "and I just don't want to get wet I'm sorry" he started walking backward "alright fine, I'm not forcing you to do anything" and with that he fell into his pool. I have to let go of my feelings for him, he doesn't even like men... cause he's with Skylar I looked down and checked my phone since it was off this whole day.
  I rolled my eyes when I saw Sydney's calls and text messages can she just leave me alone, I don't want to be with her I want Jonathan, but he's straight not gay "Evan? You alright?" Jonathan asked "it's just Sydney" I looked at him and saw that disgusted look "you still thinking about her" he said with a bit of anger in his voice. He place his hands on the pool side "what? No it's just I want to feel bad about are break up, but I can't" "than you didn't love her at all" he pushed himself off of the edge. Me never loving her? I thought about it and the only time I showed her love was when she wanted to post a picture on Instagram "I guess but-" "but nothing Evan!" He snapped "look she probably wants to get back with you so she can have it all" I looked down and sighed, feeling myself began to feel bad about myself "you really think so?" Jonathan nodded. Shit man "I can tell you something though" I looked at him "what?" I asked waiting for his answer.
  He smiled softly and said "if I was Sydney I wouldn't post anything online, but just love you not matter how annoying I get" I blushed "w-what?" He looked at me with pink cheeks "I-I mean um... I mean if I was a girl and we were together I would treat you better" he said looking down blushing a little more. I smiled and blushed a bit darker as well "are you hitting on me? Because I'm kind of turned on right now" I teased "w-what? No! I just um... I-shut up" I chuckled "I'm joking, I'm joking" no I'm not Jonathan smiled too "you suck man" "if I suck then can I suck you?" Jonathan blushed even more "you're such a tease Evan, plus I would be the girl. Just look at me, I already have the ass" I chuckled "I know, you'd look better than me" he lifted his face up in pride "you right, you right" than looked into my eyes.
  He has the eyes of an angel "so what now?" I asked "I'm not sure" he pulled himself out of the pool. Damn, he looks amazing when wet I looked down and blushed even more does he know he has a boner "well imma take a shower, so don't do anything stupid" I chuckled "alright" he smiled and walked inside. Why is he so damn hot...his body was so fucking hot when he got out of the pool... and his boner, god don't get me started on that I looked inside and didn't see him, I bit my lip "I really hope that you're gay Jonny, like me" I looked down and notice a bulge. Just for a little. I started walking to my room what if Jon comes in? "Hey Jo?" "Yeah?" "Imma be in my room, how long are you gonna be in there" "maybe another 25 minutes" "ok" ok thank God.

H2O pov

  Why is he so nervous? Maybe he's not used to me yet, what an I talking about we have known each other for 5 years and he still shy! I washed my face and turned off the shower. I dried myself off and wrapped the towel around my waist and head to Evan's room no this isn't right he's respecting you so you should respect him, plus he might be sleeping I sighed and turned to walk my room I just wanna make sure if he's asleep or ok I told myself.
  I quietly opened the door and I just hear him panting is he working out? I peeked my head in and started to blush I didn't know what to do, but one of the things is that I should do is stay and watch. Jonathan this is wrong you have to stop I closed the door I covered my face in embarrassment I just had to look, didn't I? I exhaled and walked to my room.
  "That didn't happen man, he was just working out" his arm I felt my cheeks heating up stop thinking about it! I grabbed a handful of my own hair, I let go of my hair and changed into my boxers and and a shirt. I sat on my bed and sighed is... is Evan gay? I asked myself I mean he's been acting weird around me I groaned and laid down "I'm thinking way too much about it" I closed my eyes and slowly drift off to sleep.