He's For Me, Not For You (H2OVanoss)

Is That True?

VG pov 

  I sat on the couch next to Craig and Tyler and clinched my shirt "Hey Evan, are you okay?" Craig asked me "Oh yeah I'm fine, I'm just thinking of stuff and...yeah" Craig slight frowned and asked me what was the matter. I looked around and saw the rest of the boys were around us and I began to be frightened "I need to use the bathroom!" I shouted causing everyone to look at me and causing some to laugh a little. I looked down and almost ran to the bathroom til Luke grabbed my arm "Evan relax talk to me" I looked behind him and saw Jonathon staring at me "I'm sorry I need to um...I need to just lay down" I pulled my arm away from him "We should have never talked this morning...that kiss was a mistake let's just pretend it never happened" he looked down with sadness in his eyes "Fine I'll forget about it" I walked into my room and locked the door.

H2O Pov

  "Evan has been acting odd lately" Ryan said as I drank some water "And I care why?" Ryan rolled his eyes "You can't stay mad at him forever" I glared at him and finish my cup "I'll forgive him when he drops dead" "Damn" Lui said as he was right behind us "He must have killed your unborn child if you hate him that much" I laugh softly at that. Ryan groaned and grabbed my cup "Grow up Del, this is childish" "Look he fucked up, I should not be the one who has to apologize" I grabbed the cup back and went to refill it. Once I refilled my cup I looked back and saw Luke standing next to Ryan "He has apologized more than once. Evan has said sorry for what he did in person, Through the phone, email, he even wrote you a letter!" Luke looked down "I know I have known you for a long time, but this is the one thing I disagree with you. He has tried everything for you to just say one nice thing to him, this has beaten him up" everyone looked at Luke then stared at me.

  I sighed "Fine, I'll talk to him" I took a sip from my cup and started to walk to his room "Del wait" Ryan said with a worried voice "What do you want Ryan?" I rubbed the bridge of my nose "I umm...nevermind nothing" I gave him a disappointed look which caused him to look down in shame. I sighed and knocked on Evan's door and waited till the door opened come on hurry up till finally, he opened the door "Jonathan?" he said quietly "Just let me inside I don't want to have the guys looking at me" I pushed him aside and closed the door.

VG pov

  I stood awkwardly behind him while he locked the door, I looked down and saw his phone in his back pocket Skylar... he still talking to her "Why are you here?" Jonathon sighed and looked up at me "They kept bitching about us, mostly Luke" Luke? I guess he still on my side "Don't you hate me?" he glared at me. His once ocean blue eyes have deepened in color and the joy that once consumed his eyes has fully disappeared "Your eyes...they're so dark" that made Jonathan's eyes widen "No they haven't they're the same" I looked away  and sat on the bed "Evan for the love of-" "Why Ryan? why did you have to pick him? Isn't Him and Bryce a thing?" that took him by surprise. 

  "I never knew that" I got mad and stood up "I knew that when Bryce and I heard you two then...you want to be with me while you and Ryan are for now just fuck buddies. Are you fucking serious?" Jonathan looked down in shame. I felt tears roll down my face and wiped them away "I just wanted to be yours...I tried so damn hard these 8 months to try and get your attention so that we can talk things out...and the fact that you are talking to her again" I cried more "Why do you give everyone else another chance to be with you, but when it comes to me I'm just a rat that you want to get rid of?" Jonathan looked worried as I got closer to him. A crying mess I fell on my knees "I just want to give you my love, you were the only person who accepted..everyone I loved has turned their back on me because of the fact that I'm gay!" I shouted "What!" we both heard from behind the door