He's For Me, Not For You (H2OVanoss)

Broken

VG pov

  I grabbed his hand "good boy" I looked into his eyes and felt some chills ran down my spine "now go wait for me at the door" I nodded why am I just letting him do whatever he wants with me I headed to his house door. I looked down at my hands "I'm glad you're listening Ev" I looked at him "n-no problem" I said. He opened the door and motioned me to come inside "come on now, don't be scared" I blushed and walked in "why are you acting like this?" I asked him. Jonathan covered my mouth "I don't want you to ask questions, got it?" I nodded "but are you gonna show me your tattoos, you promised me" Jonathan looked at me "alright, only cause I like it when you beg" he smirked.
  I sat on the couch "let's just get this over with" Jonathan said as he slowly removed his shirt is he teasing me? I blushed. He looked at me dead in the eyes "what?" He asked "n-nothing sorry" he smiled as I looked away.
"Well, which one do you wanna know first?" We asked placing his hands on his hips "h-how about that one" I point to the one that went to his left shoulder that moves down to his pictorial muscle "oh huh I got my hahaha tattoo cause of my "unique" laugh" I smiled and noticed one on the side of his body "what's that one?" I asked. He lifted up his right arm to reveal "ocean eyes" written from right under his armpit to above his hip bone "I got this one cause it was my nick name for most of my life" he smiled "I'm glad too" I titled my head a little to show I was confused "why?" He looked at me "because I always wanted to remind people of something beautiful" I smiled at the response. I looked at his arm and saw the word monster on his bicep "what's with the monster tattoo?" I asked crossing my arms and grinning.
  He scoffed "this one was a dare and actually my first tattoo" he lowered his arm with a grin on his face "what? Thought it was sexual or something" I nodded "you are one dirty son of a bitch". I noticed the other word on him this time saying animal "what about the animal tattoo? Any meaning or just stupidity" Jonathan grinned here wider "just to let people know that we're all still animal, but mostly in the sheets" my eyes widened. He chuckled "and this one right he is to honor my father" he pointed to his. Left arm "gangsta? Your dad was in a gang?" He slowly nodded "y-you don't...um... mind tell me, do ya?" Jonathan smiled.

  My father joined his gang "The Freaks" because one of his close friends was in there. Worried about him he joined as well and slowly gained everyone's attention, but he got on someone's bad side because of that. One night he met my mom at a bar, things looked good for the both of them. So he walked out of his gang to be with my mom and to raise a family with her. The one asshole found out where my dad was after five fucking years after he left. I was four when I saw my dad get gunned down right in front of me and my pregnant mom at the time. That man told me something that I always remeber when I want to forget it. "Us gangstas ride or die with each other, but I guess he chose to die"

  I looked down, Jonathan coughed "sorry, I...um don't usually cry, but-" "I'm sorry" he looked at me "what? But why?" I looked at him "I'm sorry for asking about your past" Jonathan smiled "it's fine, I don't mind, can we just continue this?" I nodded.
I scanned his body and notice something around his lower region "what's that close to your...um...you know" he grined and chuckled, slowly unzipping his pants and slowly started pulling them down "what are you doing?!" I shouted. Jonathan looked at me "calm down, I'm showing one of my tattoos" I looked at Jonathan as he slowly pulled down his briefs. I looked away thinking he was just gonna show me his cock "hey don't you wanna see it?" If it's your penis Jonny I'm gonna fucking cry I looked into his eyes "don't worry I'm not going show you my peen" I slowly looked down and show three diamonds. The left one red and the right one blue, with the top one being purple "I got this one when I met you" he said, I looked at him "w-what? But why?" He smiled "because I felt like myself when we would play with each other, even more so than Skylar and she's been with me for most of my life" I felt my cheeks heat up when I saw him blushing.
He looked deep into my eyes "well...that's all I got to show you" he said turning around to grab his shirt "wait" he shot back up and turned around "you saw nothing Evan" "why does it say 'broken' on your back?" Jonathan shook his head "I don't want to talk about it Evan I already told you something deep" he gripped his shirt tightly "Jonathan...please tell me" he started to cry. He covered his faces and sobbed into his hands, I got up from the couch to hold him. He held me close as he cried his heart out "Jonathan?" "I-I go-got this be-cause m-my m-mom was k-killed in a c-car accid-ent an-and my l-little s-sister w-was put in a-a coma" he told me. I held him closer "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked" Jonathan pulled away, his beautiful eyes full with tears. I felt a tear fall from my face, we stared deeply into each other eyes.
  I wiped a tear from his cheek and left my hand on his cheek "I now understand why you got that nickname" I said, Jonathan asked why "because, I get lost in them like someone would at sea" he blushed and closed his eyes. He is so beautiful, how can one man have so much pain in his life, but love it some much? Jonathan opened his eyes, I barely noticed he was leaning in when he closed his eyes again and placed a hand on my chest. I slowly leaned in as well, softly kissing him slightly opened my eyes and saw him crying even more, I slowly wrapped my arm around his waist as he wrapped his around my neck.

H2O pov

  I opened my eyes and saw Evan looking at me, I pulled away "I-I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me" I explained "I do" I looked at him confused. Evan smiled and pulled me back into the kiss why does this feel so much better than Skylar? I asked myself, I closed my eyes and let my body do what it wanted to do. I pulled him closer into the kiss I felt his hand lightly grab my ass "Evan..." I said as I pulled away for air "if you don't want to keep going I understand" he said back I have to stop because of Sky, but I want "n-no let's keep going" he was surprised at first but soon smiled "anything to make you happy" we continued from where we left off, I got on my toes to try to go deeper into the kiss. Evan picked me up from my ass and say on the couch with me on top of him, Evan's hands slid up and down my chest.
  I pulled away and looked at him, his eyes were darker "go ahead and feel me if you want" I said longing for his touch, he placed a hand behind my back and slid it up and down. I felt his bulge grow under my ass, his other hand slid down to my crotch and started to rub it "E-Evan..." I said. I looked deep into his eyes as he kept rubbing me "I-I shouldn't b-being do-doing this" I said "this can be our little secret" he growled "I-aah" I started to grind against his hand "E-Evan I w-want m-more" I bit my lip "you have to wait" I lightly gasped when he removed his hand "now go on and change it's almost 8 p.m." I looked at him confused "w-what!? No, I want more! Evan please don't make me wait" I told him, he placed a finger on my lips "ssssh well finish this soon don't worry" I wanted to say something when he opened my mouth and placed that finger in my mouth "you like that daddy J?".