*It's 5:09 am and i am up editing a chapter that's been sitting for months due to a terrible case of writers block.
Not everyone will understand you because you've been painted as a bad guy in almost every scenario. Don't spend your life trying to prove the good and innocence ....... this chapter is focusing on lovette and stace it was soon to come enjoy.
ps: take it easy on me. It's been a long ass time since I've wrote on here so Im a little rusty.
The rays of the sun began to shine through the window. I slowly sat up in bed looking over to left. The cover rose up & down as she'd taking soft breaths. I couldn't believe what had taken place last night. I began trying to wrap my head around as to why lovette dejuan ( Dej-Ween) had me in her bed. I honestly didn't mean for things to get so far but she just made me feel so good in her arms. A feeling that I hadn't felt in a long time. I was confused for the most part. Me and love hadn't connected since well shit a long time. I threw my pants and shirt on rather quickly and hurriedly gathered my things to leave before she woke.
I'd managed to get back to my dorm with out waking her. I needed time to think and facing her this morning would cloud my mind way to much for my liking.
I laid back in my own bed trying to gather my thoughts. I didn't know how to feel. This girl she, she betrayed me how could I have let it get so far. I pray I didn't see her today this is just not how I wanted to finish my semester off. So many sexual things had taken place lastnight that I wish I could understand. Soon after my mind drifted to K'air. How could I let it get so far without her crossing my mind even one bit. I cared for her I could honestly admit and no doubt n my mind she knew how I felt. Unfortunately I knew for a fact she would be done once I told her the events that unfolded between me and Lovette. I needed go back to sleep maybe my thoughts would be a little bit more into place once I woke. I felt a major headache approaching and I really didn't want it to turn into a migraine.
LOVETTE
I rolled over to feel an empty spot next to me. I was confused as to why stace left with out saying anything. I decided against calling her because she could've had a morning class but damn to think of it did she just fuck me like that last night then dipped this morning. I decided to push it to the back of my mind as I got up to do my normal hygiene routine and prepare for my morning jog along the beach. Eventually my mind trailed back to lastnight and I couldn't help but to slightly smirk. The way her smooth caramel skin felt against mine, the way her tongue danced and intertwined with mine had me at an all time high that I didn't want to come down from honestly. I had did things to stace that I couldn't take back. If I could turn back the hands of time I would. I loved her , I cared for her. It took for last time to happen in order for me to realize how I'd been feeling and I could no longer deny it.
I wanted to apologize and let her know that I was sorry, but how many sorry's could a person let slip from their lips until a person realizes they've had enough of hearing it let alone saying it themselves. Stace had been on my mind all morning as I jogged. It as now 12:00 pm and I was headed to my first class. I dressed down in a puma sweat suit and my hair in a ponytail. It was a full blown fashion show on campus but the way my mind was playing tricks I didn't quite feel like dressing up for these kids. I settled in the middle row of the class and pulled out my laptop. Midterms were approaching and I was sure I was about to run wild like a chicken with my head cut off.
