Highschool Love On ! {Complete}

Chapter 30

Emma pov.

I went to sleep after a long day ...I just lay on my bed and I fall asleep pretty instantly

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"Mom .. I can't leave with you..mom

"Mom Don't leave me"

" Mom "

I shout mom and awake from my sleep...same dream as yesterday. ...eddy and dad again come running toward me.....damn all these dreams make worry everyone

" Emms...shhh....shhhh....calm down....we are here with you...shhhhuush..." dad try to calm me down by hugging me...and then I saw eddy also have too much worried expression. ..

"Mom. ...I was crying oh god....I saw her again. ..she came back for me" I said and tears slip out of my eyes

"Emms don't cry" eddy said he also control his tears to come out

We all three hug and then I told them I'm alright and said to them to go back to sleep.....after so much of forcing they agree and went to their room and I try to get sleep ...

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In morning we did our daily routine. ..and went to school but we both are silent in car. .

When we reach school ...everyone understand that something wrong but they didn't drag matter. ..and they try to cheer us. ...I try to forget my problem and be happy for them and not spoil their mood coz of me....

I never talk about my mom ...only on her ceremony rather than that....I never get in details about her....only talking about her make me cry I don't want to make unhappy anyone coz of me.....day after tomorrow is mom death anniversary. ..and all daily dream. ...are making me awake all night.....

"Emms ..you look like hell...are you not sleeping?" ty ask

"No...I don't think so...she is sleeping on night" eddy told them but I didn't say...I can't speak about that now

"Why ??" Ivan ask in confusion ..everyone has same expression

" She had dreams of mom" eddy told them...they didn't say anything and I even don't want to talk about it now...

All day went like that...I didn't feel like anything I even listen nothing in class. ...

At the end of school...
"Emmms you want to hang out in mall" sarah ask ...I know she wants me and eddy happy. ...

" Sarah...I'm so sorry but today I don't feel like...it" I just wave matter "okay I got a go" start walking to my car

"Emms I'm coming with you" eddy smile at me we drive off to our house

When we enter house dad is already there watching our family video tapes....last vacation of mom with us...

This is tear me apart...my dad...is in much much pain than me..

Might be when he heard of us turn around and when I see him I can't control myself he was crying. ..eddy and me both run toward him and hug him

Sometime we didn't say anything just feel for each other. ..damn why it is so hard

" Kido I'm alright now" dad says to us ...and then we broke apart

We spend all night to see our videos ...with mom.. we were so happy...our happy family.

And thats how our day goes and we decide to  go to sleep