Over the next couple of weeks my belly was getting noticeable! I was at almost 4 1/2 months, I had to tell Troye!
Troye got home from the studio. "Hey babe" he said with a slight grin. I replied "hey" in a not so convincing way. "Hey listen I have to tell you something... It's really important" Troye said in a nervous voice "I'm... Im... Im gay! I like Connor, were in love". I bursted into tears. "NO! NO! NO! YOU CANT BE GAY!!" I yelled. Troye replied " why are you acting this way? I thought you'd be more supportive! Huh? Why?". Then I blurted out "BECAUSE IM PREGNANT!" At this point I couldn't stop crying. Troye sat next to me on the couch. I could tell he didn't know how to comfort me but he did the best he could. Finally I said "I don't mind you being gay, I think you should do what makes you happy! I can't raise a baby on my own though!" "Don't worry" he replied "I will help you. I still love you and I love that baby but I'm in love with Connor! Just trust me" I trusted him with all my heart! That night we still slept in the same bed but after that it was kinda awkward sleeping together. It was time to go to my doctors appt! It had been 3 weeks since I had told Troye, then my family. It took my family by surprise. Troye had bought a 3 bedroom apt for the baby, Connor, him and I. Things were starting look up. I was still worried about the normal new mother things. I also had lots of questions, but I could ask that at the doctors. Troye and Connor were up front and I sat in the back. I was completely silent. I was nervous about this appointment. I could find out the sex of the baby. I wasn't sure if I wanted too, I knew Troye wanted to know. I went right to the ultrasound when I got there
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" do you want to know the sex?" Asked the ultrasound tech. "Yes!!" I replied. I had decided! The sex is....
