perfectly imperfect

Intro

Blair pov..

    Blair Lewis the girl you usually feel sorry for and whose life you label as tragic, is her life honestly that bad no not since Drizzy entered it, but thats a long story.

    My name is Blair Lewis the emotionless 16 year old who lost her mother at the age of 13, well thats how everyone else sees me but believe me i have my reasons for being so shut off.

    I am currently living with my grandmother, and going to Beach Channel Highschool in New York, the part of New York i live in aint all money and lights its the ghetto, but in my defense just because i live in the ghetto dont technically mean im ghetto my grandmother has a nicely furnished house right next to the beach, so I live pretty decent.

    I am not usually hated but im not usually liked either no one in this day in age likes a girl who can stand up for herself everyone wants a girl to wait on them hand and foot so a boyfriend i dont have one, and friends barely i would much rather call them associates.

    My style is there but then again it aint there i dont always wear Jordan's I switch it up sometimes.

    Appearance wise I personally think im all that and a bag of money, im not insecure what so ever, never was and why should i not trying to sound cocky but i could pull boys i just chose not to.

    Overall I have natural curly hair and when you straighten it, it falls under my shoulders, I have a nose piercing, plump full lips that i occasionally put lipstick on and I have braces.

    Im thick in the thighs, flat in the stomach, plump in the waist, and ehh in the butt area.

    I am still a full on a virgin, and im not gonna be one of those girls that say i wont lose my virginity until im married because come on lets be realistic and yeah i know it hurts and all that but it'll pass im assuming.

    I usually keep to myself, and shut down boys but not intentionally. When my mother died I immediately moved in with my grandmother, she thought that my father deserved to be alone and time to think.

    No one ever asked me if i needed time to think or if i wanted to be alone.

    Everyone usually believes its easy to get over a loss if your a kid but its not. I have yet to speak to anyone about it, and i have yet to see my father. He doesnt call, text, email, video chat nothing but its life right, so i dont know what to look for in a boyfriend cause pops sure wasnt there.

    Therefore to ease the pain of a terrible breakup i dont even try.

    Honestly im happy its 1 more week until summer break, school is cool and all but i dont like being surrounded by people who judge me because of my past, it tends to make me lash out.

    Thats all you need to know about Blair Lewis.

    So far.

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I know its short dont be a douchebag
(just kidding i love yall)

Just wanted to give yall a little info on Blair before we start so yall dont ask to many questions if yall have a question please speak up

Im new to this so dont go too hard on the criticism please😩

Comments and votes are appreciated

Dont mind the lowercased i's its just what i do

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