Derek left the hospital in a hurry while gritting his teeth. The only thing he had done, was being there for Stiles, supporting him and loving him.
"I'm sorry to disappoint you", was the last sentence he had said to Stiles. Derek wanted to stay, but how could he? Stiles clearly didn't want him there, so he had left. He slammed his hands on the steering wheel as he cursed. He just wanted to help Stiles.
Suddenly his phone starts beeping, he checks it and the screen says Deaton.
"Hi Doc", Derek says as he inhales, Scott said he would call if he found Deaton.
"Where have you been?" He asks, "that's irrelevant now, what's important is Stiles" Deaton quickly replies as if he wants to keep where he had been a secret. "What did you find out about him?" Derek straightens up listening closely. "Well, Stiles' powers wasn't permanent. As you probably remember, he was never a real werewolf, just one of Gerard's experiments" the doc explains, "so he's lost his powers? Is he human?" Derek asks him as he tilts his head, "yeah, I'm sorry, but Derek-"
But he hangs up.
"So he's really dying" he whispers to himself in disbelief. He decides to turn around and go back after Stiles, after all, he deserves to know, and it would be best if Derek was one who told him.
Once again, he enters the hospital, and gets welcomed by the smell of sickness, and even death.
"Stiles..." Derek lean against the door to his sick boyfriend's room. "What are you doing here Derek" Stiles says with a bitter tone, he's changed. He remembers the sweet sarcastic boy he once fell in love with, now, he's darker, meaner and has bloodshot eyes. "You're not a werewolf. It was only temporary. I'm sorry". "So you're saying I'm back to the old me?", it's like he spits the last words out of his mouth and right onto Derek's face. "It doesn't matter wether you're human or supernatural. I fell in love with you, not the abilities you had"
"MY ABILITIES WERE THE ONLY THING THAT MADE ME WORTH SOMETHING" he yells, "WITHOUT MY POWERS IM NOTHING!"
"No Stiles, you were never nothing. You're worth something to me" Derek sits down at his bed trying to calm him down.
"Worth something to you? Are you joking? The minute I got turned you suddenly wanted to get married" Stiles mocks, "I wasn't worth shit to you", "don't say that. We both know that isn't true" Derek says still with a calm tone, "are you even listening to yourself? You worthless piece of shit", Stile's words hurts. He didn't know his so called boyfriend could say that about him.
"Did you even love me?"
"Of course I loved you Stiles. I loved you with my whole soul and heart. I never thought I could ever love again, until I met you"
"I fell for you Stiles"
"Then you should get the fuck up".
