Sweetest Downfall

Chapter 3: Feelings suck

Do you ever get the feeling of something changing inside of you and can't explain what it is? Do you ever feel like you just want to bang your head to stop the constant image of him popping into your mind? Have you ever felt that you want to say something but you can't because you're scared that everything will change?

Yes, I am currently on high. Kidding. I am on a roller coaster emotional ride. And if being high is all about feeling high then I guess I would rather choose that.

Feelings suck. Let me enlighten you why.

I don't know when it started. I don't even know how. It's just that whenever Daniel is around, I get these tingles which is so weird. I notice every little thing he does. And he makes me so damn happy that it scares me.

2 months have already passed since Daniel transferred into our school and within just days of being here, he blended in so quickly. He was part of the group as if he was there the very beginning and not the new kid. Everyone approached him and people gather around him like he was some sort of celebrity.

I can't blame them though. There is more to him than just his perfectly good looking genes. Yes, he's smart. He excels in every shit we study. I mean the guy may even surpass my math skills which frankly sort of pisses me off. I work hard to study while to him, everything seems so easy breezy. Moving on, the guy also possesses a hot body. And by "hot", I prefer to describe it as sinful to any teenage girls' eyes.

Yes, he's turning to the cliche guy that every girl dream of. Perfect guys aren't supposed to exist and fairy tales are just twisted fantasies. But I guess with Daniel, the theory that hot and perfect guys exist might be proven after all. The probability however is very rare and we can consider them as a "rare species"

If you guys are wondering about my relationship with him, it's actually pretty good. After our awkward eye to eye session last time, I sworn never to leave myself alone with him. Apparently, my head turns idiotic and I do stuff that will probably embarrass my future grandchildren.  

Asher and Daniel's relationship is also pretty good that I'm starting to doubt their sexuality. But seriously, the amount of bromance they are showing off is quite hard to handle. I'm torn between two guys with a deadly amount of sugar and spice. 

"Nami"

I didn't have to look back to know who it is. 

"What. Do. You. Want. Daniel.!?" 

I forgot to mention that I turn into a super hormonal teenage girl when it comes to Daniel. Blame my highly sensitive emotions.

"Woah, bad day? You look like you want to murder somebody" He said while looking amused at my expression.

Oh boy, was he clueless about what I'm actually feeling inside. The guy I like is talking to me again. And being the weirdo that I am, I just burst the opposite. 

It took me a while to answer and before I knew it, he was dragging me towards his car.