Put me to sleep, evil angel

Chapter 1

Hello people of Wattpad, this is otakugirl987 speaking. this is my first book that i am 100% sticking with. Let me know if there are spelling mistakes and wrong punctuation. I do not take kindly to haters. Please keep your hate comments to yourself. this book is for mature audiences. There will eventually be gay sex ( i will pre-warn in the title so you can skip it). The people and places are works of my brain. Don't steal from me or you die. I will try to update regularly. Ok, if you understand, lets get started.

This is what silver looks like.

Silver's P.O.V

"Hey Sil," I look up off the screen of my phone and see my twin brother Moon, walking towards me. Moon and I could never be more different. Yes we are identical twins, but that is the similarities end. He is the top jock in school. Everyone loves him from, students to teachers. But as for me, i am antisocial, hated by many, and the teachers don't notice me.

"You got my homework?" He asks.

 I sigh and pull his geometry homework out of my backpack. Ever since school has given out homework, Moon has made me do it. I have tried to make him do his own homework, but he is such a bitch to me if I don't do it so i just keep doing it.

 "Can you do your own homework for once in your life?" Moon laughs at my comment and ruffles my hair. I hate it when people ruffle my hair and he knows it.

"Look, your the brain twin and i am the brawn twin. You do my homework and in return, I protect you."

" you're doing some job at protecting me." I mumble. 

"You say something?". He  looks at me with that smile that I want to slap off of him every time i see it.

 I sigh. "I'm going to class. And you don't need to drop me off, Sky said she will. 

Sky is my older sister( Moon and I are juniors and Sky is a senior) and is a typical teen girl. She is obsessed with fashion, her phone, and her boyfriend Mason. She treats me really differently though and it really pisses me off. But the only reason why she does that is because she doesn't know how to act around gays. yes I am gay. But I am not proud to be.

As i'm walking to class, i feel the presence of someone behind me. I turn around to get a very fucking cold slushie to my face.

Laughter erupted all around me and worse of all, i slip and fall flat on my ass. This only made the crowd laugh harder. I look up to see the culprit is none other than Brian Pierce. The asswipe that has bullied me since he found out that I was gay.

" Hey look everyone, the fag fell."He said aloud so even more people joined the laughing crowd.

I fought the urge to cry. But crying is what I am famous for. Ever since third grade, when Brian tripped me causing me knock my last baby tooth out of my mouth. I had started to bawl like a baby and Brian gave me the nickname 'Quitter the cryier'. It did't help that my last name is Quitterson.

He looked down at me, sneering. "What are you going to do Quitter? Cry like a pussy. Or are you gonna have your dyke moms come and kiss your boo-boo?"

Oh yeah, my moms are also lesbians. Moon, Sky, and i all have the same biological mother but our biological mom was a junkie and died a few years ago. Our moms, June and July, adopted us the moment we were born and we lived very normal lives. Well besides the fact that we have two moms.

I got up and ran to the bathroom pushing everyone out of my way, tears on the verge of spilling out, but thankfully I made it to the bathroom.

I looked at myself in the mirror, seeing the front of my shirt soaked, my raven hair dripping red juice, and my face red from the cold. I couldn't hold it in any longer and started crying,  holding the wall for support until I slide down, bring my knees up to my face and cried.

'Why?' was all that i thought about. 'Why do i not fit in?' 'Why am I constantly bullied when I did nothing wrong?' 'Why cant people accept me fro who I am?' 'Why?' 'Why?' 'Why?' 'Why?' 'Why?' 

" Maybe i should just end it now." I whisper. "No-one will miss me, no-one cares. Nothing is stopping me. Maybe I should just end it now."

"Ungh!" I hear from the bathroom stalls.

I look up and hear another loud moan

"Damn, you know how to give a blow job." The person moans.

I  yell out " What the fuck! You can't do that in school!

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That was a pretty shitty chapter. if you can give me some pointers, please do. I need them!

This chapter goes to my bestest friend in the whole universe, KleeBean3212. She has been there for me in all of my tough times and without her support and motivation, i wouldn't have become the person I am today. 

-byeee