Toxic

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How many friendships

Will we have to go through

To see that they weren't right for us?

How many toxic relationships

Will flow through our life

Before we cut off the supply?

We continue you on

Pouring these drugs into our system

Hoping.

Praying.

We think that the drugs

Will change on their own

We hope if we wait

Cocaine will turn to sugar.

Weed will turn to grass.

Tobacco will turn to chocolate.

We wait

Wait

Wait

But nothing changes

Because change doesn't occur

On its own

It happens when you dig deep

And pull the plug of the disaster

Cursing through your veins

Sometimes you tug

Most of the times you push

The needle sinking deeper each time

Until it reaches a spot

That it calls home

And stays there

Forever contempt

It returns everyday

Following you around like a shadow

Until you're left in only darkness

You stay there

Unable to get out

Until something disastrous comes

And washes away the mist

A terrible occurrence

Is what makes your life better

Because you can finally see

The drugs will never change

The person will never change

And all they are doing

Is killing you.

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