Homecoming Pt. 3

Zyshaun 62

I'm not the type of person to admit when I'm wrong but I fucked up bad and I really needed someone to talk to but it seemed like everyone was too busy to give me like ten minutes of their time. Wait let me go back to what happened and you'll see why I'm so pissed right now........ After the wedding everyone went with Cadence and Rex to the hospital except for me, I decided to head back home with Yuri since Saint and Trinity were staying with Khalil and Marcus for a couple days so once we got back to my house we wasted little to no time fucking right there in the foyer I was horny and so was Yuri. We spent the entire night fuckin like animals and the next morning we laid on the couch wrapped in each others arms and that was my first mistake....... I was so caught up in Yuri that I didn't hear the front door open and when I looked up Toussaint was standing there looking shocked, pissed, and above all else devastated.

"Dad?" He said looking at me and Yuri. I wasn't ashamed of my relationship with Yuri because in all honesty I loved dude....... but I never told Toussaint because I knew he looked up to Yuri like an older brother and Trinity was too young to understand.

"Saint, go up to your room and I'll be there in a second." I said not knowing what else to say, but he stood there for a second and I could see the fire blazing. "Man take your ass up stairs before I knock you out Saint......" I said trying not to yell, he looked at me once again and took off upstairs.

"Yo my bad Zy......." Yuri said looking around for his clothes.

"It's cool Yuri, look I'll talk to you later........" I said not making eye contact. Yuri got up and once he was dressed and gone I put on some pajama pants and walked up to my eldest son's room. When I got outside his door I heard him throwing shyt against the wall like he usually did whenever he got pissed, which was a lot more often than I liked. I opened the door and he was throwing a bunch of stuff into a bag. "You going somewhere." I asked slightly amused.

"I'm leaving..... I'm going to stay with Uncle Khalil." He said not looking at me. "And just so you know I'm not mad that you fuck niggas........ I mad because you're fucking 'that' nigga." Toussaint walking over to his closet and I thought to myself strike one......

"Toussaint who I fuck is none of your business...... because last time I checked, I was the parent not you." I said smirking to myself.

"It is when you got this nigga around me, pretended to be coo with me just so he could get closer to you.......... you should've told me." Toussaint said pulling out his phone.

"Wrong again kid...... I don't have to tell you anything I don't want you to know. Now are we going to talk about this like men or are you going to continue to act like a little bitch?" I said leaning against the wall.

"I thought men didn't lie dad?" Toussaint said challenging me. "The reason you didn't say something is because you knew what you were doing was wrong and in your own words you acted like a little bitch." Okay fuck this strike shyt, I walked over to him and with one quick jab to the chest I had him crumpled to the floor.

"I told you about the disrespect shyt Saint, cuss at me again and you'll spend the rest of the school year drinking from a straw." I said standing over him, Saint climb to a kneeling position and I saw that Haitian fire in his eyes. I didn't feel bad because I refused to disrespected in my own house by my own kid, Saint looked at me and smirked even though he was still holding his chest.

"Why don't you just admit it dad...... you didn't tell me because you were scared. Uncle Khalil doesn't hide his love for Uncle Marcus but you....." Saint said smirking. "You were so scared of what people would say and I don't blame you...... hell if I thought people were going to call me a cradle rob........" He didn't get to finish his statement because I started beating his ass like he was a stranger on the street and he I was done Toussaint was a bloody mess..... but he still managed to stand up. "I fuckin hate you." Toussaint said and I felt like I had been stabbed in the chest, real talk that shyt fucked me up and before I had a chance to recover Toussaint ran past me. I felt like shyt and started to chase after him but little dude was too damn fast even though he was beat up, damn I really fucked up.............

Thirty minutes later I was riding all over the neighborhood trying to find him but came up empty. Hopefully he went over Khalil's house but when I called over there, they said they hadn't seen him since he had my driver come and get him but they would look for him and call me. I was going crazy if anything happened to my son..... I shook my head and focused on making sure I brought his ass home. I drove to one of his little girlfriends houses and knew he was there because the police were outside. I got out my car and walked over to them as Saint told them he got jumped which is how he ended up like that, which just added to my guilt.

"Do you wanna file a police report?" The officer asked after we talked for a few minutes and I shook my head. He nodded and waked away leaving me with Saint and one of the girls I've seen him with at this point I lost track of all the girls he thought he was in love with.

"I'm going to wait in the car." I said because I didn't know what else to do. I called everyone and let them know I found him so they could stop worrying while  Saint talk to the girl for about an hour before getting in the car. "Saint....... I'm sorry."

"Whatever." He said putting his headphones in and ignoring me the entire ride back to the house. We got home and before I got a chance to talk to him he ran up to his room and locked the door. I really needed someone to talk to right now, so I called Khalil since he was a much better parent than I was.......

"Ayy Zy I'll have to......... oh fuck....... call........ damn Marcus....... you back......." Khalil said hanging up and I shook my head and tried calling Gonzo.

"Zy I'm kinda busy, I'm on my way to Michigan because one of my clients got into some shyt......." Gonzo said before I could get a word in, I called Devin next just because I was running out of options.

"Sorry Zy I wish I could be more help but me and Torian are getting ready to head to Croatia for the week..... try Khalil." Devin said hanging up, I tried Mama Angela who didn't even pick up and I tossed my phone. I got up and walked to Saint's room but he still refused to open the door and as badly as I wanted to kick the door down I didn't because I had did enough damage today. I grabbed my keys and headed out their was still one person I could talk to and I knew he wasn't doing anything. I got to his house and he was sitting on the porch watching his twins play in the yard.

"Wassup Uncle Zyshaun, where's my brother?" TJ said running to me and holding his hand out, I shook my head and handed him and hundred dollar bill and saw Taryn looking upset so I gave her her one as well and walked up to the porch.

"Bro I know you didn't come over here without Tre." He said referring to Trinity.

"He's with Khalil, I'l bring him over tomorrow if your not busy." I said sitting next to him and watched the kids play. "La in there?" I asked quietly.

"Yeah he said it's too hot for him to be outside........ but what's up Zy? You look like you just hit a puppy." Tion said laughing and I told him everything that happened with me and Saint. "Damn Zy...... I can't imagine what Toussaint is going through." He said looking at me.

"What he's going through?" I asked confused.

"Zyshaun look at it from his point of view...... Saint looked up to Yuri and all the while dude was getting fucked by his dad, he feels betrayed by both of y'all and I don't condone his actions and I'll talk to him about that but you shouldn't have got mad at him for calling you out on your bull." Tion said.

"What would you do if TJ talked to you the way Toussaint spoke to me?" I asked.

"First TJ knows better...... second I would've sat him down and explain to him what was going on and if he didn't like it that was on him but I wouldn't have beat his ass....... then again Saint does think he's invincible so maybe he needed to be reminded that he wasn't the baddest dog on the block. But you should talk to him and let him know the truth, he's old enough to handle it." Tion said and I sat there thinking about everything that happened, maybe Saint could handle the truth and maybe I should talk to him about my feelings for Yuri. Something else that was bothering me was the fact that I was always there for everyone but the one time I needed someone to talk to everyone was too busy and honestly I was starting to feel unappreciated and maybe I just needed to take a step away from everyone and focus on my immediate family meaning Trinity and Toussaint........ after I handle Cain and Caleb because after the stuff I found out about them I was sure they weren't done causing trouble...........................................