Amuto:You, Me and our life

Quite

[~•~Amu's view~•~]

"Be giiiiiiirls~" muttered Misa as she hugged my belly while I was laying on the couch. Me and Misaki giggled while she continued demanding my two foetus to be girls.

"Misa,  they don't even have ears yet" I laughed before taking a look at my math notes. I was at university today for a few classes before having a meeting with Suki because of the babies.

Afterwards I went home. Misaki came for a visit with the kids because Aki needed a break. He was sleeping in the guest room to be exact.

Misa and Masaki seemes to be pretty excited about their future cousins since they kept talking with my belly. Well...Misa did. Masaki still didn't really speak.

"Woman,  stop torturing yourself with math" groaned Misaki as she took my notes and threw them aside "you're pregnant. You should relax and not bother with school" she sighed.

"But I haven't been to university for over an month already. I can't miss more" I whinned trying to get my notebook back. It was hard with Masaki laying on top of my chest.

Today I was fruatarted. Suki said I shouldn't go to university since it's only stressing me. And stress is not good for the babies. But after missing so much school I had no clue anymore. I was good at memorizing things. But after missing so much I couldn't memorize anything.

Misaki went in the kitchen and made me a cup of tea. She was very nice towards me the whole time. Probably because she understands how stressing this is for me. She was pregnant with 16 after all.

She always wanted me to stay calm, eat well and stop studying.

"I need to learn. Otherwise I won't get my degree. I still have 3 Yeats of college left" I sighed.

"I don't know if you thought about it but you could just quite college" she suggested as she handed me the cup of tea "the stress you get can harm not only you, but your children as well" she warned.

"I can't just quite college! I want to become a teacher so I need a college degree" I explained.

"So it's more important for you to have a good Job in three years than having two healthy babies in 6 months?" Asked Misaki sarcastically.

"No th-","I know that's not what you meant" she cut me off "but you should just quite college. You can start with it again when the kids are a bit older and go to kindergarten or you get a babysitter. You can always do the things now later. Besides those children...they come when they want to come" she explained.

"I know...." I sighed before taking a sip of the tea "you're right. I really should quite college" I mumbled.

The probeln wasn't that I wanted a good job.  The problem was that Ikuto would need to support our family alone then. I couldn't take care of the children and work at the same time.

I didn't want Ikuto to take a job he didn't want just so we could afford a living. Ikuto always wanted to be a musician. He wanted to play his violin and travel. And as beautiful as he played he could support us with that.

But he would feel guilty travelling so much and leaving me with the children. I didn't really found that great either. But I accept it if he's happy. I'm happy if I can grant him his wish.

The thing I don't want him is taking some stupid office job he hates just to have enough money. I also don't want him to quite college now as well so he immediately can look for a job. He can get good connections from the college since a friend of his father worked there.

I sighed frustrated before taking another sip. I should do what's best for the children. Ikuto will accept it I guess. But I should still talk with him about everything so we won't have anything untalked.