The song goes with her imagine it's mostly Jared's p.o.v and you guys are 20
Jared's p.o.v
I was heading to me and y/n apartment she has been my girlfriend for 5 years now but it has been difficult sense I have been acting in other places and we haven't had much time together so I was gonna break up with her I didn't want to but I had to when I got to our apartment I opened the door we lived together I loved her a lot but I had to leave it was 3 a.m
Weeks and I'm on the road I start to loose my sense of hope should've called so many times but i... I just sat next to my phone
Y/n was sleeping I went to check on her I sat on he edge of the bed I looked at her for a while then I started packing my stuff and I saw a picture of me and her when we were 13 we were friends there we started going out when we were 14 I looked at her she looked so peaceful I'm sorry y/n I thought and I gave her a kiss on the cheek I saw a paper and I wrote something for her I headed downstairs and tried to find any thing that belongs to me and I saw another picture of us we were 14 and we shared our first kiss together I love you I whispered
just know it takes it from me to when it started of and i know you'll find someone who gives you the time I didn't give to you
I love her but it's better then me being gone for who knows for how long then us being together and one of us maybe cheating on each other right? I tried talking to her but it's hard for me to tell her I'm breaking up with her when I still love her I putted the keys on the table and left them there i went around the house to find my stuff when I was done I left just like that I took a long look at our apartment this was the last time I was seeing her I'm sorry I thought to myself I closed the door and headed to my car this was it I thought
I'm running low I'm sorry but I have to go and maybe I will never feel you gave me something so real im running low I'm sorry but I have to go
Y/n p.o.v
I woke up and Jared wasn't there that was weird I thought I stood up and I went to the bathroom and his stuff wasn't there I headed back to our room and checked his drawers nothing of his was there i went to check my phone but I found a note on top of my phone it was from Jared I opened it he wrote
Y/n I love you a lot but i know you're gonna hate me for this but we're breaking up there is nothing wrong with you it's just me working in places that are not close to you and me being gone for more than 6 months is hard I care a lot about you but this is for the best right? I left he keys and some money for you and I'm sorry I left you like this thinking back to every night we just laid there for a while when I looked into you're eyes I never thought I'd say goodbye just know it takes it from me" He left me I started to cry I was holding the note close to me he left and I'm never gonna see him again I saw a text message when I turned on my phone it was from Jared why would he text me
J- Y/n I know you must be hurt but I'm sorry for everything I never knew I would do this its hard for me to I didn't wanna leave you but I had to it was for the best I'm so sorry
I texted him I had to at least for the last time
Y/n- So why did you leave if you still "Love me" and if you never wanted to in the first place?
He didn't answer after a couple of minutes I took a shower and did all that stuff I did myself a cup of coffee I looked at my window it had a good view I stared at it while I drank my coffee I started to remember about me and Jared I miss him and it hasn't even been a day I thought a tear fell I whipped it off when I was done with my coffee I went up to my room to finish my sketch I was in an art school I didn't have it today I checked my phone and a message popped up it was Jared
J-It was for the best if we were together I feel like it wouldn't work out okey
Y/n- Jared you left i don't think it was for the best but if that's what you think I can't change that but I can ignore you sense you won't be close to me
I blocked his phone number I didn't want him to leave but he did and I'm gonna miss him
5 years later
Jared's p.o.v
It's been 5 years sense i left y/n I haven't had any contact with her I was back in San Diego I decided to go to our old apartment I went to see if she still lived there I knocked on the door I heard someone say "Coming" then the door opened it was y/n! She looked at me surprised "Jared?"she asked me I nodded "Y/n?"she nodded she looked at me "What are you doing here?"she asked me I knew she was mad and I don't blame her "To see you again why else"she looked at me "Y/n do you have a boyfriend or husband?"I asked her she shook her headed "Do you have a girlfriend or wife?"had asked me I shook my head "Wanna come in?"she asked me "Sure"I told her she opened he door more when I got in almost nothing changed except for he fact that she had more drawings hanged up I sat down she did to "Jared why?"I looked at her "Why what?"I asked her "Why did you leave for 5 years and then come back"she asked me "I told you why I left why I came back I'm not sure I just missed you I guess"I told her she looked at me confused "Y/n I never meant to hurt you I thought it was the best thing to do but I knew I was wrong the second I left and I have missed you ever since" I told her she looked at me she wanted to say something but she didn't we stayed there in silence
Just needed time to to find my own but I promise someone will give you all you want and give you all you need and you just gotta see I never meant to hurt you
I looks sat her she stood up and headed upstairs "Y/n!?"I asked her she stopped and looked at me "Stay there"she told me i did as she said she came back and she had a box "Here"she said handing it to me it was stuff of us pictures, letters and some drawings she did I was looking threw the pictures and I can tell y/n was looking at me "Jared why did you leave?" I looked up at her she was holding back tears "I'm sorry y/n"I told her I couldn't look at her "Y/n I left because I thought I would cheat on you and I was scared that you might cheat on me and it would have been better if you lived closer but you had you're art school here and I had the show and I stayed there for to long and we didn't have much time for each other" I told her looking at the floor
And ik you'll find someone who gives u the time I didn't give to u I'm running low I'm sorry but I have to go
"Jared you should have told me in person"she told me "I know but how could I? I still love you" I to her still looking at the floor
and maybe I will never feel u have me something so real I'm sorry but I have to go
During those five years I couldn't forget about y/n but it's different now I thought we stayed is silence until my phone buzzed he took it out of my pocket it was a friend I had a dream he wanted me to help him get used to here I texted him back then looked at y/n "I have to go but see you around?" I told her we both stood up "umm yea goodbye Jared"she told me I walked out of her apartment but before I did I looked at her one last time I knew she was broken I broke her the one person I truly love but I didn't know what to say so I just walked out
Y/n p.o.v
When he left I stayed there and thought about what just happened I had to tell him but I couldn't I walked upstairs and saw my son a year after Jared left I had a son he's gonna be gonna be 4 now he's name is b/n (baby's name) I didn't tell Jared I looked at him he looked like Jared a lot I had to tell him but I didn't know how I took a shaky breath and looked at my son he was waking up in glad there wasn't anything of him downstairs I picked
b/n up he had a small nursery I carried him downstairs when I heard a knock "Coming"I said the baby still in my hands I opened the door to see....Jared! I looked at him wide eyed
And yea a cliffhanger Part 2? Also ik my imagines are getting crapy and if u guys have any request dm me or comment here
