2:02am
All I do is just sit in my room all day, waiting for something or someone who will make that day fun for me. I day dream about what will happen in the future. Will I ever be with someone, will get a college degree, or will I make my parents proud. That's all I do every day. Sometimes I wonder what my friends are doing. I tried texting them they never respond, but that's because they have places to go and things to do. I can't go anywhere. My parents won't allow it unless I'm with them. There was only one thing that happened to me this summer. One my sister came in town with her husband, and the great things about that is I spend time with her. She takes me anywhere with her. She makes everything better, she makes my family whole. She even said to me that she would kill to stay with me. She is mostly the only one I care about. I don't even know why I'm writing this. I guess it helps with something I've been keeping in for so long. I don't know why I telling people this but tell me if you have anyone in your life that you truly trust and would kill to stay with you. If you do tell me in the comments.
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My Thoughts
RandomI started this book because I wanted to write down stuff that comes to mind. To see if there's anyone who is just as fucked up as me.
