What am I even doing anymore. I'm confused about my feelings and who I am in general. It's been awhile since I last updated this.... What ever you call this. I'm in 8th grade now and the school is almost over. I'm 14 and I have confused my best friend about her sexuality. Ever since I came out to her about me she has been confused herself. I have seriously fucked up my life on top of this. I have become a horrible person. My parents should be disappointed in me at what I do, say, and think. I know I'm a bad person. Hell I have fucked up my best friends life. I don't even know who I am anymore. I just feel completely broken. A lost cause, but for some reason I'm still here. I'm still alive and breathing. I don't know why I'm doing what I'm doing fully. I don't even have a fucked up life but for some reason I don't want to be here anymore. My sister is the only reason why I'm still alive and if my sister dies young then my life will as well. I will leave it here.
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De TodoI started this book because I wanted to write down stuff that comes to mind. To see if there's anyone who is just as fucked up as me.
