my name is India I'm 16 years old & i am a Sex addict . it all began with my ex ex boyfriend Lloyd, 2 years ago we started dating we know eachother since six grade so it didn't take long for me to fall for him. he was my everything Even before we had Sex. it was only two months in and I swore he was the one. it was a Friday night he came over my house
(phonecall)
me - where you at?
Lloyd -on your street come outside.
me- okay
Lloyd - is ya parents home?
me- yeah
Lloyd - (laughs) I'm not coming in.
me- (big laugh) why, there
sleeping
Lloyd - Nah
me -whatever punk
(we hang up when we see eachother)
Lloyd -(grabs my waist&kisses me)
me: p.o.v Omg I never felt like this wit nobody else I have butterflies!
Lloyd -How are you beautiful?
me- good ,how are you?
Lloyd - great now that I'm with you.
me: (smiles)
This is the second time we chilled because he live far from me, so he always has to get rides to get down here.we never seen eachother alot so when we did it was amazing.
We sat on my step from 12pm to 4am just talking it was freezing cold I remember because he was holding me to keep Me warm.
he left at 4:30 am
all week I couldn't stop thinking about him I loved him & I wanted to share every moment with him. that's when I decided I WANT TO LOSE MY VIRGINITY. I thought about it before but not like this.. I was ready.. at least I thought I was.
