we were together 6 months then we broke up in February around Valentine's day i didnt know why I don't even remember what he said it was total BULLSHIT. I done things with him I would of never thought I'd do Ever. I had sex in a stairway, a car &&nd a apartment basement. I was scandalous, I was a rebel & I liked how it felt he taught me the bad & I taught him the smart & good of Everything .
it was wierd to me we still talked & the same way we us to when we were together that's why I was so confused why break up??
(phone call from Lloyd )
Me; Hello
Lloyd; What's up
Me; Nothing much, how about you
Lloyd; Chilling.
Me; Oh (laughed )
*we where talking about the time we gave eachother or passwords to Facebook *
I never want on his I just couldn't bcuz I didn't wanna find anything I was scared.
Lloyd; who's savon?
Me; some boy that lives next to my cousin.
Lloyd; Oh
Me; I never want on yours
Lloyd; (laughing ) why?
Me; idk
we stayed on the phone for a few hours then hung up.
I decided to go on it I mean what could happen.
Lol, EVERYTHING.
I log on & just start going throw his stuff regularly... but Im very smart so when I seen all messages from family & boys I typed in this girls name that I was suspicious about & all the conversations that had her name in it came up.....
one was a conversation with her brother. Lloyd was telling her brother that he really wants to be with her & he broke up with me for her , that he loves her & wants to be with her how he'll treat her right ..
Tears were everywhere without me even realizing. everything became blurred, my stomach was in outer space somewhere I was hurt & it was a hurt I have never felt before I didn't even know what to do.... it wasnt like I heard it from someone or I had a feeling, it was in my hands I was seeing it with my eyes Nothing could be worse then that. absolutely Nothing.
