N A S H G R I E R
it's been three days since i saw cam at the fashion show. i'm so proud to be his friend. he always in my mind. his smile and everything about him are perfect. i desired him so much. i wish he's gay. i might be bisexual,but i'm more interested with him. Cameron Dallas. i'm gay now. but the weird thing is,he's the only boy that i really like. he makes me feeling something strange. i keep imagining what if he ask me out? what will i say? how i'll react? i hope he's still single even if he's straight like a pole. i open my messaging and cam sent me a message . oh my fucking god,i didn't notice his text oh shit.
damn,i'm lucky that it's still 2:30 pm now. if i read these texts from cam at 5 pm,i'll miss my chance. oh dang, he just broke with his ex girlfriend yesterday. hmm it's mean i have a chance to make a move. i don't know if i want to confess to him or not later. but the heart wants what it wants. (a/n - aYEE SING WITH ME SINCE IT'S SELENA'S BDAY!)
"mom can i go out at 5 pm? maybe i'll dinner at outside too?" i asked my mom.
"hmm ok but with who?" she answered but asked me a quick question as she's looking at a magazine.
"cameron and i promise i'll go home before 12 am" i begged my mom and gave her a weak smile.
"oh that model kid. is he your boyfriend?" she smirked at me.
"no mom! we're just friends ok" i answered annoyedly. she just laughed.
C A M E R O N D A L L A S
I just texted Nash last night and I hope can go out with me later. Oh damn,he read my texts. Please say yes,honey. Ugh i sound really gay now and i don't care. He calls me. Um. That's good.
"yea hello nash" i said happily.
"aye cam. i'll go with you at 5. btw where we're going to" he asked me.
"my house hahaha" i laughed sarcastically.
"o damn boy. i don't know where do you live lol" he said nervously.
"it's okay. i'll take you later. just tell me where is your home" i said.
"okay" he said softly. i can't wait to see him. his beautiful smile. i want him to be mine as soon as possible. not matter what. he's straight or gay,i don't care. i hope he's still single. yes,i don't care what will people say if i come out as gay. because fuck people and homophobes.
- time skip -
"jeez you smell so good though" nash chuckled a little. his cute little chuckle. i'm definitely gay now and it's not okay because i feel like my love is one sided love.
"you too haha" i smiled. should i confess to him or keeps hiding my feelings? but it really hurts me.
"um hey,are you the famous designer's son?" my mom asked nash a quick question. nash didn't say anything but just nodded.
"mom.." i said to her.
"i'm just asking,cam" she raised her eyebrows.
"hey there hot boy" my sister said to nash with a flirtatious voice. (a/n - judge me,idk how tf to spell it lol)
"hey.." nash said awkwardly.
"sierra..don't" i said as i facepalmed. after that,we go in.
to be continued..
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so hey it's me. i know i'm quite inactive lately bc idk what to do w my life lol since i'm not creative. btw thanks for reading love yall ♡ and make sure to read my first ff,Faith. 😊
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Agliphobia ≫ cash
Fanfiction"do you have philophobia,that's fear of falling in love,cameron?" - n.g to c.d "i don't have philophobia,but i do have agliophobia,that's fear of being hurt" - c.d to n.g 》οne shots/smuts will be in this book too《
