chapter 8: fear of the truth

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N A S H G R I E R
It's crazy how we can fall in love with someone we just met and it's not a long time. It's insane how I'm in love with a famous model,Cameron Dallas without knowing him more than 1 month. I don't wanna fall in love also I don't wanna get hurt too. "Is this what we called as agliophobia?" i thought to myself.

C A M E R O N D A L L A S
Is it okay to be yourself even after knowing you might be gay for someone you just met in a short time? I fell in love with a blue eyed boy with a big attractive smile. I don't care about falling in love with anyone but I don't wanna get hurt again. I've been in love with many people before,but Nash is different. He's the first boy I've loved and I don't think it's gonna be fine. I hate depression,anxiety and feeling fear that I have. Agliophobia. Why must it exist? I might have anything that other people don't have,but I just want a real happiness. He's a human or maybe a vampire not a werewolf like me. I just broke the rule. My phone is vibrating,and I got a call from Jack G.

"hey bro. do you want to accompany me to go to Johnson's party tomorrow?"

"hey jack. yeah. what time?"

"um 3 pm? maybe until midnight"

"oh ok then since we have nothing tomorrow"

"okay,cam. see you later bye"

"bye jack. goodnight"

"goodnight cam"

Maybe,I can see Nash tomorrow after the party. I smiled for no reason,oh damn I think I'm being a lovesick.

- tomorrow,the party -

"hey cam! you look so good today" gilinsky gave me a friendly hug.

"heyy you too" i smiled.

"welcome to my party,cameron!" johnson waved and smiled at me. i just smiled back without saying any words. oh wait,i think i just saw nash talking with a boy.

"bro,isn't that nash?" i whispered to gilinsky.

"where" he asked.

"there. he's with a tall and brown haired boy" i answered as i look at them. he just said "oh" and told me to meet them.

"hey cammm!" nash greeted me happily.

"heyy nash!" i greeted him back.

"ok. this my friend,Shawn and Shawn this is Cameron" nash said to me and the boy named Shawn.

"hey shawn" i gave him a little smile.

"hey cameron" he said and gave me unpleasant smile. why he gave that look? he walked away and whispered to me, "i know who you are,and don't get close with my best friend". i can my goosebumps when he said that to my ear. no way that he knows who's the real me. no way he knows that i'm werewolf. wait i think i saw him before.

"let Aaron go!" yes. i remember that voice. that's him. is it him that my friends fought with? does it mean that he's a vampire too just like johnson? also it means,nash is a vampire too? no no no it can't be him. i looked down after i thought all of 'em inside my head.

"cam are you okay?" nash asked me as he gave me a smile. don't do this to me. i'm weak when i see your smile.

"n-nothing haha" i said and laughed awkwardly. he gave me a friendly hug and oh god,it feels so warm. i lost for a moment.

"btw can we have a private talk after this" i asked him softly.

"ok sure cam" he answered and grinned.

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