Pretty In Pink

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

_Zayn's pov_

She loves me was all I could say to my self.

Raven Steel loves me but I messed up, I lied to her. I was very mad at myself but there was nothing I could do.

I love Raven more than I love myself,if not because of my stupid debt, I'll have her all to myself. It's like fate brought us together, when she bumped into me her beautiful brown eyes were looking at me and since that that I couldn't stop thinking of her too.

'' love at first bump she said," I said smiling to myself.

But still I messed up big time. I did lots of things to get Raven, I failed history deliberately because I knew professor Franklin would tell her to be my tutor ,call me crazy but I did it just to get close to her.

When I told her to come and watch the game, I wanted to confess to her but Jake did it before me,I was too slow, I should have been a little faster.

She changed her looks because of me and I couldn't take my mind off her,but I've always loved her for who she was,I never cared about her appearance cos she was always beautiful to me.

I hit the waste bin in front of me and people around looked at me in disgust. I went back to the room and saw that they were gone,I asked the nearest nurse and she told me Mrs Williams was discharged already. I went back to my car and I drove very fast.

I got to a bar and ordered the bar man to give me any drink he felt like. I kept on took more shots and I started to feel dizzy, it was then that I realized that it was alcoholic.

I remembered Raven and I started to scream and kick the chairs in front of me,the man sitting beside me became angry and decided to give me a punch,I attacked him back but my vision became blurry. The man continued to punch me and blood started to drop from my body.

My phone began to ring, I saw someone answer the call before everywhere became black.

*hours later*

''Zayn! Are you okay, you have to wake up," I heard a familiar voice say.

''Raven?"

''I'm not Raven! 'The voice was angry.

I managed to open my eyes and I saw Chloe right in front of me.I was on top of a bed and she looked at me worried.

''What happened? Why did you become so drunk?''

''Is it Raven? What did the bitch do to you," Chloe was furious.

''I love Raven."

''I know, I've always known."

''You knew?''

''I've always known,the way you look at her,I've always envied her cos you like her and not me," she said sadly.

'''So that's why you've always hated her''.

''Yeah, so can you explain what happened between you both''.

''She confessed to me," I said

''It's about time she did that'' Chloe said rolling her eyes.

''You also knew she liked me? What are you,a love expert?" I said smirking.

''I know a lot of things,now just continue," she said adding some lipstick to her mouth . typical Chloe

''I told her we were back together,that I love you," I said trying to sound okay.

''I hate Raven but I also want you to be happy, we've being friends for a long time and I've always loved you but I know it's Raven you really love but why did you that''.