What caused love

Chapter 7

~~~~~Bellamy's POV~~~~~~

I was so happy. Everything was finally falling into place. A few minutes ago, Clarke had left to go and deal with one of the girls from camp that needed help. As she walked away, her golden hair shimmered from the light of the fire, making it look more entrancing.

I saw Clarke walk out of the drop ship wiping at her face. Unsure whether to go to her or not, i started to walk in her direction before being pulled aside by Elise. "Elise, I gotta go. I need to- wait a minute. What did you do to Clarke?! She was with you and then walked out crying. Damnit! What did you do?" I demanded, before seeing her face crumpling. "I-it wasn't my fault. I needed her to check and then she did and i don't know how I'm going to manage. Im only 17. And. Omg. Clarke. I didn't even think. Oh no. Oh no. Im so stupid. Omg!"
By this point i was confused. "Okay. Slow down. What happened? Start from the beginning".

She told me about feeling sick for a couple of weeks, feeling tired and worn out. How she went to check to see if she was pregnant. That when they found out she was, Clarke asked who the father was. Everything started to click into place. Only a couple of weeks ago i had slept with her. She was one of the last. I didn't think anything of it. "Who-who is the father". She looked at me with tears in her eyes, "it's you Bellamy. It can only be you", she said. Confirming my deepest fears.

~~~~~~Clarke's POV~~~~~~

What do I do? I mean, Bellamy is going to be a dad! And here i am crying about it because of what? That he had a life before me? That it wasn't me he was having a child with? No! I was damned angry that after everything, i was going to loose him. He couldn't just abandon Elise and his baby. He had to be with them.

I guess I should have expected this. He pretty much slept with every girl in camp. I just kinda hoped nothing would happen. I just- I don't know how to be there for him right now.

After much debate, I decided to go to bed and hope to have a clearer head by morning. No matter what, i was the only one who was able to deal with the medical checkups and stuff relating to a pregnancy. I was the only one who could deliver that baby. So I couldn't ignore it. With that thought, i let the darkness take me, hoping that my thoughts would be clearer by morning.