I'm starting to get worried. Johnnie is still not home yet and it's almost seven p.m.
I miss him so much. I've been trying to call him all day and he still hasn't answered. I called his job and they said he left at ten o'clock last night. I want to believe that it's not true that he just left me with out good bye or saying anything. But the more I think about it, the more I believe that he is not coming back. I walked upstairs and laid on the bed and began crying. I miss Johnnie so much. I wish he would answer my calls or just come home and explain everything. I got up and walked to the bathroom to rinse the smeared make up off of my face, and I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. It was a text from Calum. 'Hey beautiful. How are you?' I quickly texted him back 'I'm okay, but Johnnie didn't come home last night.' 'Who's Johnnie?' Calum asked. 'Oh, yeah. Johnnie is my boyfriend,' I said. I put my phone back in my pocket and went into the bathroom to rinse off my face. I walked out of the bathroom and took my phone out of my pocket. 'I'm so sorry Alex. If you need someone to talk to I am here when ever you need me. Did you try calling him?' 'Yes, every time I've called it's gone straight to voicemail. I also called his job and they said he left at ten o'clock,' I said and started to cry again. 'Im sorry is here anything I can do to help?' he said. 'Actually yes. Can you come over?' 'Yes of course; just text me your address and I'll be right over. Okay?' 'Okay,' I said before texting him the address.He said he would be here in about an hour so I grabbed some clothes and hopped in to shower. Once I was done I got out and got dressed. I put on my Panic! At The Disco shirt and some black skinnys. I began doing !y make up when I got a text from Calum saying that he was five minutes away. I hurried up and finished my make up and tried calling Johnnie again; still no answer. Just then Calum called. "Hey, Alex. I'm outside." "Okay; I'll be right down." I walked downstairs and opened the door to find Calum with a bouquet of roses, tissues, chocolate, ice cream and mountain dew.
He came in and sat all the stuff down and hugged me. "I'm sorry; I really am," he said "Its okay, but here let me show you around." I showed him around the house then we went and sat down in the living room. I sat next to him and laid my head on his shoulder and he put his arm around me. When he put his arm around me it made me feel safe and loved; it made me forget all about Johnnie. Calum leaned down and kissed my forehead and grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. I looked at him and smiled. I leaned up and kissed him, and all my problems went away. All I could think about was Calum and I together, and maybe it's not right, but Johnnie's not here for me right now. I quickly realized what I had done and got up. "I-Im sorry I didn't me-" I was cut off by Calum's lips pushed up against mine. Our lip moved in synch once again all my problems drifted away for a short times. We both pulled apart and sat back down on the couch. I intertwined my fingers with his and rested my head on his shoulder again. We sat quietly for awhile until Calum broke the silence. "Alex, I really like you." "Awe Calum I-I I like you too," I said. "No, Alex, I really like you; as more than a friend." I reached up and cupped his face in my hands and kissed him. "Calum, I wouldn't have done that if I didn't like you as more than a friend," I said. He looked at me and smiled. His smile is so beautiful and his eyes are so beautiful.Calum and I laid on the couch together for a while. We laid there for about twenty minutes and I fell asleep with Calum's strong arms around me. I felt him kiss my forehead just before I fell asleep. I woke up later, and Calum and I were in my bed cuddling. Calum had fallen asleep so I just laid there beside him and just watched him. Calum woke up almost thirty minutes later after I woke up. We got up and got our shoes on and we decided to order some pizza for dinner.
We cuddled on the couch and waited for the pizza to arrive. I fell asleep so Calum paid for the pizza, and then he woke me up to eat. "Alex? Hey sweetie you need to get up to eat. The pizza is here," he said while trying to shake me awake. I yawned and said, "Okay; I'll be there in just a second." He looked down at me, smiled and kissed my forehead. I finally got up five minutes later and walked in the kitchen to eat. "Hey beautiful," Calum said. "I am not beautiful Cal," I said with a sigh. "Yes you are; your body your personality your eyes your smile your everything! You are so beautiful Alex."
I just shook my head, but I could feel my cheeks getting red. We finished eating our pizza and went and laid down on the couch. "Alex?" he asked. "Yeah Cal?" "I have to go home soon," he said. "Oh. Well I'll miss you. Do you think you could come back over tomorrow?" I said hopefully. "I should be able to. Just so you know, I really liked spending time with you today, Alex." "So did I. I wish you didn't have to leave," I said sadly. "I do too, sweetie, but I have to go home and take a shower ad change clothes and sleep for awhile," he said. "Oh yeah," I said. "Well you should probably get going."
"I will come back tomorrow, I promise." He stood up I got up and hugged him and gave him a kiss, then he left.I had so much fun with Calum today. While he was here Johnnie never crossed my mind, he still hasn't contacted me or come by the house. I really like Calum. He is amazing and he cares so much. I can't wait for him to come back over tomorrow sometime.
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