Letters to Him

July 22, 2016

Dear W,

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. My mind can't convince my heart to let go of you. I'm pretty sure you don't like me. I mean, how could you like a girl like me? I'm a socially awkward, lame, Internet and book obsessed girl who finds joy in laughing at her own puns. How in the world could someone as amazing as you like someone like me? It's impossible. All my other friends say you flirt with me and we are obviously made for each other but I don't believe them. They're probably just trying to make me feel better. And you've got a girlfriend anyways. But either way my heart just won't let go. I just can't stop liking you. No matter how hard I try, I can't bring myself out of this mesmerized state you've pulled me into. I think it's because deep down, I don't want to stop liking you. Yeah, I want to prevent myself from living life not being able to let go, but I don't want to give up because there's this little piece of my heart that is hoping and hoping that maybe one day you'd like me. Yeah, there's probably like a 3% chance of that happening, but what is life without hope? If I didn't have hope I'd just be sad and alone. So for now, I'll keep hoping, and you keep on being happy. As long as you're happy, I'm happy. You're happiness means a lot more than mine.

Off Adventuring,
The Girl Who's Liked You Since 1/1/16