A Little Tøø Lucky//21 Piløts

Alive in the Fall

I feel cold fingertips on my eyelids, and see a bright light peering through.

"Awake are we?" Knowingly asks the doctor.

I slowly rise myself up in the hospital bed.

The sterile air fills my lungs.

"I guess so", I reply in a raspy voice.

The doctor takes a good look at me, and explains that I've only been out for a day.

He politely asks for me to take my medication and try to get some more rest. I don't feel the agonizing pain I once did.

As he leaves, I decide to take them later when I feel it's necessary.

I turn my body away from the door and close my eyes. I'm able to remember every detail that had happened at the concert.

I slowly hear the doorknob turn. Footsteps approach me, while I wait to hear the sound of my parents voices.

"Are you Elisabeth?" Asks a familiar voice.

My grip on the covers tighten and I choke a small sounding, "yes. It's Libby actually".

"Well Libby, I'm Josh, and this is Tyler. We're
deeply sorry about what happened at the concert. This has never happened to us before. We don't want our fans to feel as if their lives are at risk whilst attending our concerts".

"It's okay really", I manage to choke out.

Tyler and Josh look at each other, and it appears as if their talking to each other through their stares.

"To make it up to you, we were wondering if you'd like to join us for the evening", says Tyler.

"Really? Of course I'd like to. Thank you, truly", I say.

The band mates step out of the room, and I grab my medication to take with me.

Dialing the doctor back in the room, I pronounce that I'm feeling better, and ask permission to leave.

Once excused, and out of the room, I find the band mates in the hall, and continue out with them to the car.

The car is almost like a trailer. Black covers the outside of the car, and tints the windows to a max. The back is roomy, and the seats are comfortable.

While just joining the back with Josh and Tyler, cologne fills my nostrils.

We then begin to chat.

Josh asks, "like the fall weather?"

"Who doesn't?", I jokingly reply.

After a long mid evening of rambling, eating, and drinking, I had realized that I was no-longer sure where the driver was headed anymore.

The band mates were too drunk to notice and started to give extra attention towards me. I was attracted, and I'd even say seduced. Tyler sat down and grabbed more alcohol to drink.

"Josh, I'd love to join you and Lib but I'm kind of married ya see", Tyler slurs as he sloppily holds up his left hand.

Josh kisses me as I kiss back. He starts to undress me, but I then start to feel that this is wrong.
"You're drunk", I say as I attempt to put my shirt back on.

"NO!", he shouts, "You can't get out of this again".

Josh begins to take off my shirt as I protest, while Tyler watches.

I struggle against his grip.

"FUCKING HOLD STILL" he yells.

My eyes align in pain, fear, and panic.

Tears rapidly stream down my face. My nose burning and my body once again hurting.

I cry out, but no-one seems to hear.

Josh slams me against the wall, and I feel my back light up in pain.

I try to cry out, but he covers my mouth. Threatening me as he takes off my shorts, and panties.

Tears roll down my cheeks harder, as he  presses his body against mine.

He starts to moan, and I begin to sink my nails deep into his skin, and bite the hand which renders me silent.

"YOU BITCH", he yells as he turns around me and slams my face into the wall.

He slams his waist against mine, and my eyes burn like never before, due to the pain that's coming from my rectum.

Josh then moans again. This time loud, and longer than the others.

I feel him leave my body, And I slowly slide my back down against the wall in defeat.

While he gets dressed, I remember the pills. Desperate to get rid of the pain, I proceed to take the two I was given. All of a sudden, everything begins to change.