I Love You Both Too Much To Let One Of You Go

My Writing Process/All My Thoughts When I Write

Ok just to tell you guys in advance this chapter was made for fun.
#1
Process-I'll get a really good idea for my next chapter right after I just published one
My thoughts-Ohh ok I can add this, ohh maybe that, I better get writing
#2
Process-I start to write out my idea but then soon regret it
My thoughts-What the heck did I just write
#3
Process-Ok so by this point I will legit look at what I've done(nothing)
My thoughts-Oh my dear gosh, hurry the f up they are waiting for your freaking next chapter
#4
Process-I will look at what time it is
My thoughts-You are so slow, hurry up you snail
#5
Process-Then I would look for something to buy on the internet so I can calm down
My thoughts-I like this one
#6
Process-I would suddenly get an idea
My thoughts-Yass finally
#7
Process-Will write like 88% of it
My thoughts-ugh come on just come on you're almost done
#8
Process-Well after I wrote all 100% will not press publish because[look at my thoughts below]
My thoughts-it's not long enough
#9
Process-Now that it's long enough, I go over the whole thing and start to add in more details
My thoughts-Ok no rush just take your time, you want them to like this
#10
Process-In which I finally think I'm done but just end up deleting like 25% of what I did
My thoughts-ok I'm finally don....wait this isn't good enough
#11
Process-I will stay up till 3-4:30am writing some other part to the story(story time-I stayed up till 6am,I was gonna stay up and not sleep but my good friend,Tasha2102 , told me to sleep)
#12
Process-I will be to tired and go to sleep so I can try and finish the next day
My thoughts-I'm so tired, go to sleep. I don't care any more, just go to sleep.
#13
Process-Ok 1 in 2 things happen here. Either
1-I finish the story
2-I get writers block for a few days
My thoughts-
1-wow I finished early, I'll update a few days from now, it's too early
2-ugh, why does my writing section in my mind hate me right now

Ok well I honestly made this chapter to show you guys my writing process/my thoughts when I write/just for fun. I really hope you guys don't hate me for taking too long to update, I really am having a major case of writers block right now.  Also I'm trying to collab with someone.~Tasha2102 Another thing, I was wondering should I start doing shout outs to my followers/people who read my story if you think I should comment 'yes' and if not then just a simple 'no' would do in the comments section.  I know I keep making way too many announcements but I was thinking about changing my 'goodbye' or whatever you call it, so comment which 'goodbye' number you like more.
(My original)1-till next time xoxo-ladybug1077
(The maybe)2-see ya later my precious kitty cats and ladybugs-ladybug1077
(The mix)3-till next time, my precious kitty cats and ladybugs xoxo-ladybug1077
*sarcastic*And wow here's a shock I'm making 1 more announcement, I left out like a few steps if you want to know just tell me, one again, in the comments.  (Thanks so much for 8k views you guys are amazing, or should I saw paw-mazing!)
Till next time xoxo-Ladybug1077