Shawn Mendes Imagines

I AM SO HAPPY

AHHHHHHH GUYS OKAY SO I KNOW YOU WONT REALLY CARE RN BUT I MET THE DOLAN TWINS WHO IVE BEEN OBSESSED WITH FOR THE PAST 2 ALMOST 3 YEARS SINCE THEY WERE 14 AND THEY'RE GONNA BE 17 IN DECEMBER.

ANYWAYS I WAS FEELING SUPER DEPRESSED BEFORE I MET THEM AND I FELT SO UGLY.

PEOPLE SAID GRAYSON WAS FLIRTING WITH ME BUT I DOUBT IT, IS GIRLS THERE THAT LOOKED LIKE MODELS SO WHATS SO SPECIAL ABOUT ME!?

I literally washed my makeup off twice bc I felt that it didn't look good enough and I didn't feel good enough. I was so nervous because I didn't want to be so myself. (In middle school boys were mean to me because I was myself, I so stopped in high school bc I didn't want the pain to start again)

ANYWAYS AFTER THE SHOW, WHICH WAS AMAZEBALLS! I MET A BUNCH OF GIRLS THERE WHO WERE SHPER SWEET BUT THEN AGAIN I FELT SO AWKWARD BECAUSE EVERY WHERE I WALKED ALL THE GIRLS WOULD STARE AT ME I would literally think "is there something in my teeth?" "Something on my face?" "Oh my gosh did my eyebrows smear off??" I was so nervous I hate when people stare at me lol

Anyways I was next in line to meet them and I was super super nervous and right before I went to meet them their security guard was like "you have gorgeous hair" and that made me feel a little better because I looked like shit when I was about to meet them ugh.

ANYWAYS TO THE GOOD PART 😭😭😭

I walked up to Ethan and fuuuuuuuucl they're soooooo tall and they smell so good ugh and Ethan looked at me and gave me the nugget bear hug ever and was like "hey cutie, you look amazing tonight" I was like

"ahajsvdjgajfbsjjdjdbfabhsgrrbs !!!!!!!"

THEN AHAHAHAHHA I LITERALLY CANT IM CRYINF RN

I WALK TO GRAYSON

AND REMIND YOU WHILE HE WAS ON STAGE HE HAD EYE CONTACT AT LEAST TWICE

I WALKED UP TO HIM AND GAVE HIM A HUG AND MY FACE/MOUTH WAS IN HIS ARMPIT AND IT SMELLED SO GOOD

After the hug we just stared at each other and that night he had green eyes 😭😍 and the light was shining on him just perfectly that it made him 100x hotter than he already was. I was so nervous and all I did was smile and stare then he finally spoke and said

"Wow, you look really beautiful tonight. I hope you know that"

"JAABENALSBKEKALALBERBDJZUJS !!!!! HEBRLSIAHRNELA !!!!! AHHHHH FUCK I LOVE YOU, YOURE SO HOT JUST MARRY ME PLS PLS PLS"

but that was in my head, I had to keep my cool. So I smiled and whispered "thank you"
And he said "you're welcome, you really do tho" and I asked if I could have kisses on the cheek and he was like "of course" and grabbed Ethan WHICH WAS ACROSS FROM ME. And was like "Ethan...kisses" then they gave me a kiss and they had such soft lips but Ethan had to move my hair out of the way lol and it was so sloppy and slobbery but it was okay because it's Ethan ahahahaha.

Afterwards I wanted to give Ethan a hug because I didn't get to talk to him but he was busy with the security guard or the next fan and I guess Grayson noticed because right as turned he stuck his arms out and hugged me and

UGH I FELT SO LOVED AND SAFE AND IT WAS SO WARM AND TINGLY

usually when I see a hot guy I get dirty thoughts but it was more than that, I just wanted to hold him and love him and talk to him. His hard chest was so soft to me and my heart was beating out of my Chest that I bet he could feel it.

We held each other. And I felt like the only girl in the world

But reality hit me

I'm just another fan that he won't remember tomorrow.

I had to let go and he said "bye I love you" and instead of me saying "I love you back"

I FREAKED OUT AND YELLED "YOU SMELL SOOOO GOOD"

And he kinda looked at me amused and said "thanks" but I knew I ruined the moment lol. And Ethan said "bye" before I left.

I didn't get the picture of them kissing me but at least I got a bunch of pictures and before we left my mom squeezed Grayson's bicep lol like I should've done that 😂😂😂

(I ALSO WROTE THEM LETTERS AND THEY'RE SO EMBARRASSING IDK WHY I WROTE THEM)

But as soon and I got home I ran to my room and screamed into my pillow and I couldn't sleep. It was 1 am and I had lacrosse from 9-12 that morning lol.

But after Grayson telling me that I was beautiful, it made me feel special and pretty again and not care what others thought.

But anyways I've been wearing the pink hat and the sweatshirt at like 107 degree weather here in California for at least 2 weeks hahahah.

PLEASE IGNORE MY FACE I LOOK SI BAD AHAHAHAHAHAHA

ANYWAYS I WILL START WITH IMAGINES SOON I PROMISE

ILY 💓💓💓

~Kiara