My Awful Life? (Zanvis)[Depsair Series Book1]

Oh lord...

Zane's POV

About a day later after the thing.... I got called to aphs and all of the sudden I saw got pulled by my waist to see Aph " HOW WOUL YOU LIKE IT IF I CHEATED ON YOU WITH ZANE!" "Aph..... Please let go...." She still held n tightly flashbacks flooded my head " no....go away..." She still shook her head and kept me there and her grip tighten...... I started freaking out and I saw travis come in the door... Aph still holding me tightly.." Yo Aph......." He looked at Aaron " she found out about the three some didn't she?" "THREE SOME!!!! HE SAID THAT IT WAS JUST HIM AND ZANE DRUNK!" " Aph..let me go..." My pleas were covered up by yelling my tears rolling down my face... He was my friend after all... " EVERYONE SHUT UP! LOOK AT ZANE." I had my hands over my ears and I swaying back and forth " Dammit aph I just got him used to those type of touches!!!" She still held to me.... She didn't know about my thing with gene.." You know what Aaron look at this " her being caught up in yelling kissed me I squirmed but I was kinda weak from not eating as I should have been or really sleeping....I finally yelled " LET ME GO APHMAU! I DONT LIKE THIS OR YELLING OR YOU FUCKING KISSING ME YOU DUMB ASS SLUT SO LET ME GO! I WAS FUCKING RAPED AND YOU DO THAT TO ME I CANT EVEN HANDLE BEING TOUCHED HALF THE TIME! THIS ISNT MY PROBLEM DONT BRING ME INTO IT!" I was in Travis's arms and he was whisper sweet words in my ear. " Aphmau... Were done...." She broke out in tears and ran.... " I'm... Sorry I just couldn't take it..." They both shook there heads " It was her fault" Katelyn ran down stairs and walked up to me punching me on my good eye " What the fuck!?!" " you mother fuckers hurt aphmau.... You " she pointed at Travis " broke my heart dating that ungrateful emo bitch, that should be dead already..." Before she could finsh Aaron punched her and we left to the guys house... I was a crying mess.... I walked into the bathroom and saw lots of pills.... I locked the door and took a bottle and slowly started overdosing..

Travis's POV
I heard rattling in the bathroom while looking for Zane and then I realized it.... I tried to open the door but it was locked" DAMMIT ZANE OPEN UP DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID" I pounded on the door and soon both Aaron and Garroth came and they broke down the doors to find about six empty pill bottles and him swallowing them by the handful I quickly got the pills away from him..... " I'm sorry..... I couldn't take my voices.... There always there... They don't leave me Alone..... Why wont they leave me alone? " "I don't know Zane but I'm taking you to a Therapist soon"