My Awful Life? (Zanvis)[Depsair Series Book1]

Pain

Zane's POV

I was taken to a another therpaist and she told Me I had Stockhome syndrome and schizophrenia... Travis I think that's what his name is was shocked... I wouldn't eat or sleep until I fainted and would be forced to eat I showered but I always locked the door and kept my chocker on... Then I was also told Gene was in prison for 'kidnapping' me.... He loved me... He stopped the voices...
Hey fag you just got the only one who tamed us on prison how does it feel?

Yeah yeah how does it feel that you'll always have us around and its worthless!

Oh the despair it brings you is too much isn't it! How about you go jump off that bridge for us!!!

I whimper the voices getting more loud and violent... I started yelling and crying.." MAKE IT STOP.... KILL ME MAKE IT GO AWAY.... I CANT TAKE THIS I WANNA GO BACK HOME WITH GENE.." At this point Travis was hugging me slowly petting me.... " make it stop...... I am done living like this since a child....make it stop.... What did I do to deserve this pain... Maybe I should go jump..." He was also crying at this point " Zaney I will try my damn hardest to keep you happy and safe. Don't ruin such a beautiful life you have... Gene kidnapped you after he got your old Therapist to give you bed meds to increase the voices... Come back to me... Please. " I let those words rush into me... I hugged him back... " T-Travis... What have I d-done..." He smiled. " Nothing it's not your fault you broke... You were finally put back together and broken again... Don't worry I'll keep the voices away... Now do you mind if we take that collar off? " I shook my head and turned around for him to take it off. He seemed so happy and I then saw Garroth come in... I ran up and hugged him" I'm so sorry..... Garroth... In horrible..." He shook his head and we talked.about what Gene did.... He fucking basically brain washed me... I want to murder him!