My Awful Life? (Zanvis)[Depsair Series Book1]

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Zane's POV

I started cutting again to deal with the pain.... Then one day Travis was horny and came to me..... And found out so he's decided to live with me..... I wake up to the door bell and get up despite being sore and I throw on my boxers and some shorts and answer the door to see Garroth. "Baby brother what happened!!! Did you have sex with Travis? " I nodded " this was only like my 6th time Garroth relax..." He growled... " So what about your arms " I looked Down and he hugged me..." Look I'm.trying but the meds made my Voices worse... They're worst now... They sound like you and Travis yelling at me...." He looked at me... " we would never do that Baby Brother!" Garroth then left so I made breakfast for me and Travis and threw on the hoodie he gave me... I smelled a lot like vanilla right now.... I then ploped on Travis waking him up. " GAHH WHAT THE FUCKING HELL JACKASS." I looked at him and he hugged me " Im sorry....." " Zane don't be sorry I'm the one who needs to be sorry.... Why don't I make breakfast?" I shook my head " I already made breakfast...." " okay then let's eat!" We ate and my voices were hitting me full force when Travis left to get some shit... I turned off all the lights in my room and was crying softly.... " Zaney... You okay babe?" I shook my head as I was picked up and the lights turned on..... I then looked at Travis.... "I'm gonna go out by my self...."